SiMpLiCiTy in CoMpLeXiTiEs---*

Hey! I'm back!

2009-11-22T05:47:00.000-08:00

Wah back after o levels and two weeks of randomness after "o"s.
LOL JINGYUAN MUST QUIT THE HABIT OF PLAYING TOO MUCH COMPUTER GAMES!
What computer games arh....~
its namely....
The super popular in SINGAPORE

MAPLE STORY PRIVATE SERVERS YEAHHHH!!!!! x)

And the HIGHLY IN DEMAND FOR PPL WHO ARE WARCRAFTS DIE-HARD FANS!....

WORLD OF WARCRAFT!!!!! YEAHHHH!!!! x)))) Haha.
Wait, hold on! I'm not rich larh~ just got free trial lor~ :D
And my brother promised to treat me for it after "o" levels! YAY.
Thanks alot brother!!!!
The pics veri nice hor
So I put there to let you peeps to enjoy :D

Today went to extra service on Casey Treat!
His really good and touched on the area that i really needed.
To be frank, I ran dry like a battery...
OH NOO NO NO NO not the dry like want backslide kind!
As in dry in the sense that I couldn't be in touch with God as I used to be.
Then I realise that me is inconsistent! VERY IN FACT!
Also me is very not happy about some things in me.
But did not seek God for help or His will in me.
BUT THANK GOD! I managed to feel Him again during today's service!
SO ME IS VERY HAPPY! And believes that others can also become wet again, if you do not lose heart in yourselves! :D

And I really want to say that~~~
other people MUST MUST MUST GO CHASE YOUR DREAMS during this holis! This is the only holis that you "o" levellers can realli enjoy!
After that is.... hmmm hardd i guess?

Well let's have views on some korean artist videos what do you say? :D
FIRST UP!
Big bang! The big bang theory~
Haha no lah, it's one of my favourite bands!
And this is a uber nice song okay! ENJOY!

Then, got...
SUPER JU-NI-ER!!!!
YAY~~~ The shuai ge(s)!!!! xD
LOL. Really like this song. though they are no pros in chinese. lol

After that must show!!!!
TTL TIME TO LOVE!!!
Can't stop we won't stop~
Got remix version and its nice too! :)

After that must highlight this group!
I'm sure you still remember wondergirls? :)
Yeah these guys are from the same company!
(hopefully they will not beat big bang but...)
STILL hope that they will do very well!

Haha enjoy enjoy.

Anyway I must really tell you KM.
Hope you get to read this after coming back from malaysia!
Thanks so much for being the uber super EXTREMELY close friend to me!
I am very grateful for your friendship and your love as a friend to me!
I feel that there is no one else in the world like you!
haha. It's like if not for you then Jing Yuan won't be that cheerful Jing Yuan now.
Because you taught me how to be carefree and happy even when bad things come.
So I believe that you will forever be that carefree and cheerful!
yeah and I believe that God is waiting for you to come back!
He has never forsaken you before!
So I hope that KaiMei will become more pretty!
NOT by self-praising! LOL!
And yu can find a great friends even ones better than me in the future!
So truly thank you
And you don't have to say sorry to me anymore.
Because YOU ARE
A
VERY
GREAT
FRIEND!!!!
:D

Take care everyone!
Hae great holis and great strength to do your work..
LOL :P

To someone....

2009-10-07T08:11:00.000-07:00

Now very busy...
GOT O LVL AH!!!
then I got mind blank today...dunno why...
so didn't study much >.>

To you who is restricted now...
Don't worry!
for I believe greater breakthroughs are in for you!
I hope that after this major exam..
You will be free again.
And be in great breakthroughs that you will not have imagined urself doing! :D
God will not shortchange you for all of your sacrifaces.
In fact he will add triple or more to your sacrifaces! :D

Romans 8:28 (New King James Version)
And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.

Galatians 6:9 (New King James Version)
And let us not grow weary while doing good, for in due season we shall reap if we do not lose heart.

To you who is insecure...
Don't be insecure!
Cause you have security in God!
God says that you are TOTALLY fine the way you are!
Don't say you're lousy.
Look around you...
You are not weaker than others!
Examine yourself...
And you will find yourself have alot of GOOD and UNIQUE points!

To you who is confused...
I really hope you read this.
I really want you to be free from your confusion.
Do know that there is nothing to lose with God.
Though you might find it hard to give up those things...
But giving it up to God...Will let God do greater things in you!
God will reward you abundantly for the things you have given into His almighty hands! :D

Psalm 119:105 (New King James Version)
Your word is a lamp to my feet
And a light to my path.

To you who is sad...
I think it's VERY RARE that you will see this.
But I still hope you will...
This is not the end for you...but the beginning...
Don't think that it's all over when it hasn't begun!
I believe that, like what I said in the prev para, that when you lift things up to God and let go and move on....
You will find greater wisdom and courage!
It may seem like you may lose out... But God will never shortchange you!
He will indefinitely bless you in manifolds!

To you who think that you're not worthy...
Nobody's not worthy in God...
Cause you're an apple in His eyes.
If he has given you much so far..
I'm sure he will still give you more.
DON'T GIVE UP!

Haha most of these are being tributed to people who rarely or didn't even see my blog before..Still hope that they would see this!
I really hope to see those people move on to greater things.
Don't be restricted anymore!
TAKE CARE! JIA YOU!

(all versus come from....http://www.biblegateway.com/)

The busy ng-jing-yuan

2009-09-02T03:34:00.000-07:00

Now Ng jing yuan is super busy...
with??
HOMEWORK!
OH MY TIAN!
Plus revision!
Why why am I not in STC! T_T

Okay anyway jing yuan here to write some random thoughts down!

Hey hey people!
Do not feel down and low about yourself.
Because you are alot better than who you think you are!
YEAH!
And you know what!
You are who you are!
And I TOTALLY love you for who you are!
Well you've got many good points I tell you!
No one else had your figure~ No one else had your unique face! x)
No one else had your sweet voice! No one else had your pretty smile~ :D
So NEVER look down on yourself okay!

Let's be a little more Godly today shall we?
Well let's see....
The bible says that you are an...
OVERCOMER! yeah, say with me!
O-V-E-R-C-O-M-E-R! x)
haha. And you are wonderfully made in God's hands.
No matter what other say or think about you...
God will be like...
BUT! I think you are the best! ^^
Don't believe me? Go heaven and ask God! =x
haha.
He is a BUT God! He says But to the negative! yay~
People say that you are ugly...
Then God will tell you..
Your the prettiest to Me!!! ^^
Haha. So sweet right? =x
Moreover your the apple...APPLE of His eyes!
No one can truly compare with you!
He treats you as the most important to Him...
Why?
Simply cause He loves you that much and wishes you the best all the time!
And He made you wonderfully.
He is never a God of "oops!"
LOL.
And God?
His ways are higher than your thoughts and people's thoughts.
So what does that mean you say?
It means that What He thinks is MUCH MUCH MUCH more than what others think about you!
x)

He is a can do God!
When you say its impossible...God will tell you to turn to the heavenlies and say...
ALL is POSSIBLE through Him who STRENGTHENS you!!!!!

So my dear friends out there do not look down on yourself!
hahas.
You have so many things that God has blessed you with! :D

Hmm...let's see... you are...
-PRETTY! everyone pretty~~~
-CUTE!! ^^ So sweet that sweet smile of yours!
-TALENTED!!!! Know how to dance...sing...etc!
-FUNNY!!! Everyone wants to talk to you~~
-ETC ETC ETC
Cannot finish one.

So yeah.
And don't compare yourself!
OKAY!
Yeah~
Girl Girl Hey U-Go-Girl!
^^

Jiayou man! :D

Jingyuan's 101 mistakes

2009-08-31T06:23:00.000-07:00

This few weeks...
I've been through my own examination this past few weeks
It was not definitely a pleasant trip..
Let's say I was onto a tough-rough trip that literally punched myself ALOT of times!

Well...
Here are the bad things about jing yuan!
PS: PLEASE NEVER EVER to learn from me!

Jing yuan always.....
-procrastinates!
-always dazes....when thinking.
-sometimes slow....as i was dwelling in my thoughts.
-occasionally ignores....as she is blur... X.X
-likes to take things at my own pace. pushing me hard will kill me...=x
-doesn't know how to prioritize her time. She wants to do what she want to NOW. (note: this is my reason for not prioritizing... not for any defiance sake...ok?)

And today, (as well as many other days)
I finally realised that jing yuan is someone easily judged from the outside.

Oh yeah wait, I know that I am not the most charismatic.
Not the most nicest.
Not the most kindest.
Not the most spiritual.
Neither am I so easily acceptable.
Neither am I very pretty.

But I do know that I am who I am.
You may think I am the weirdest in this world and finds me weird etc....
It may hurt me like crazy to know it, but yet I still chose not to care what you think about me.
I am totally imperfect but
I did my best to honour you.
And you have dishonoured me.
I am easily hurt but such things and yes, you have hurt me deeply.
I felt totally thrown away by you.
I feel totally useless in every effort I made.
I am never the best to begin with and the best is not what this is all about.
But all you have ever seek is the best....And all you will miss is me.

Jing yuan is easily hated by people......
But never...
have I expected that you are one of them.....

But I choose not to be angry even though I am angered.

If this is what you want, then that jingyuan you think she is will always be that jing yuan.
And I?
What can I do?
But only to learn and try my best to change.
I may be the most detestable things you have ever met
but that does not matter...even if it is to me.
Because I still have to stand up, learn and become a better person.

I am despised but still can be strong.

If this useless and not-much-worth jing yuan can do it.
Those very pretty girls in my CG confirm can do 10times more than me.
So do not say your useless anymore.
For you are saying me as a much more worthless being.

And you...
You're someone important to my life.
Some of you are not as much.
But most are....
Hurting but I still will forgive you...
I will try to.....

Haha.
okays thanks for reading my letter of complaints with very cheem sentence structures! :D
Please do not get negative after reading this!
Cause seriously, your much better than who you think you really are!
So yeah STOP thinking that you are useless~ (for me is really i bo bian also will feel like that one. haha)
YEAH OKAY ESPECIALLY TO PEOPLE LIKE:
Sunthari, Adeline ,Zoe etc etc...
okays ciao~

and the korean craze continues......=x

2009-08-02T07:00:00.000-07:00

Lastly before I stop all the Korean craze...
I am going to display my favourites of Korean pop stars!!!
YIPEE FOR ME~~~ =x

Let's see....

This is Park Bom from 2NE1, she's my fav cuz she's really VERY talented in singing! I don't care she did plastics or not.... :D

Ahhhh... He's my favourite guy korean star. Well which is same as many other girls out there.... =x He also got plastic...aiya who cares. =x Oh i admire him cuz he can sing well and act cool very well also! xD Zoe and Adeline admire him too!

Oh my tian....the picture is so small... >.<
This is Key! He is the type of person which I really would want to see in my real life! Erm, not for any particular "special" reasons. Just find him very interesting and cool, and its not very nice to miss out on someone like that! :)

HEY! it's Yoona! she's very talented! Yet a very natural person, won't act cute or whatever!(though this picture looks like she is...) I really admire her for her humility and even though she's so well received and all... yeah, cool right? :D

And i really love her! it's Tae Yeon! She sings suppeeerrrrrr wellll!!! :D She is the leader of SNSD! Though not as well receive as Yoona and not as natural as her... but I really like her character and all...VERY admire her haha :)

Rawr enough about me already! What about my dear sun sun's fave? :D :D :D

Everyone and everybody knows that sun sun admires top like siao! haha. Still remeber ur craze lols! anyway He IS cool! Btw thanks to sunthari, many other girls also like T.O.P.! xD (like our dear sheryl!)

Hey sun don't you think Yoo Bin looks super good in this photo? How I wished she had her long hair back, hor?!?! >.< And yeah the lovable rapper of Wonder Girls is one of the best female rappers you and I had ever heard of! :D

Haha Sunthari just loves her dance moves! And yeah, I should say her dance is really good! But hey, Sunthari I'm sure you can reach that level and even HIGHER! ;D

Oh yes, it's jonghyun! Is this picture ah beng enough for you,eh? :D

And thy Nichkhun! haha. The half that sun sun took notice of!

wahaha I hope you liked this sun sun!
This is a mini tribute to the dear you~ :D

What about you? What is your favourite korean idol?
Feel free to tag to me about it if you want! :D :D

More random pics...but this time round its the whole band together!
The compilation of my favourite bands! :D

SHINING SHINEEE~~~

Syo Neo Shi Dae, Girl's Generation!

Dong Bang Shing Ki! Hero is always in the middle..... LOL

2NE1! Love their style.

My favourite of favourites!---------> Wondergirls + Big bang! :D

Haha yeah I know, alot of Korean stuff!
This shall be the last of it all! I hope you all enjoy looking at thy pics yeah~
I wish those people going to have prelims to really jiayou! and do your best!
don't give up okies!!! :D

Thanks for spending your time looking at my blog!!! :D
And of course, you didn't waste your time! xD
CIAO CIAO~~~

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Long post... yeah....
But I still can't leave without saying this...

I hope you do remember....
That girl...staring out of that small window in the pitch dark room...
But I'm sure it's going to be different this time round...

This time round that girl will no longer be in that cage...no longer in that room...no longer behind that door.
This time round that girl who keeps looking at others from that small window...from that large door...will longer be looking at them.
She is no longer away from them in a cage.
But she is now with the rest whom she wished so hard to be with.
And now what she had been through hasn't been wasted.
She is going to be part of them, never leaving them, and also the leader of them.
She no longer needs to hide in the shadow for there is light for her to run with.
She is no longer afraid of the past and challenges ahead for God i forever with her!
God will set you free!
So don't be afraid or hesitate anymore for the future before is very bright, brighter than the sun!
Don't give up!
For what really matters is the end.
I'm sure you will be able to finish that race victoriously!
Trust God and your path shall be bright! :D
Take care and I'm longing for that day which you will break free from all that you have been binded with.

JIAYOU!!!!!

Laugh out louds i've seen!!!

2009-07-24T05:56:00.000-07:00

Hey hey~~~
Getting busy with my stuff...so didn't update...
heh heh..
BY THE WAY! ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR EXAMS!!!
Cause studies important!!! and you know what!!!
I'm very stretched (not really stressed) by studies!!
MY TIAN!!!
ITS O LVLS!!!!!!
Oh btw, those O level ppl out there must........
~~~~~PRESSSSSSSSS OOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNN~~~! xD

Okay today I am going to show some really entertaining and interesting videos regarding.... erm *ahem*... Korean stuff again!

First! This is the Famous Amos MAGIC DANCE by SHINee~~~
Why is it magic dance u ask?
Well, SHINee's dance to their debut song, Noona is so pretty [replay], is so magical that it can suit many songs,as in MANY! So the Koreans named it the Magic dance~~~!
Cool, huh!! x)
Okay, so this song is U-Go-Girl by Hyori Lee the neppo noona!
It's very well synced...so check it out! :D

Pink pants- JongHyun (sun's fav! Main vocalist and looks oldest....but not...)

Green pants- Onew/ Lee JinKi (leader, got the nick name because he have the same name as an actor...)

Blue pants- TaeMin (same age as me n my friends!!! younger than me by a few days >.> and main dancer of group!)

White jacket- MinHo (same name diff surname from gu jun pyo lol. rapper of group~)

yellow jacket- Key/ Kim KiBum (got the nickname because of the guy from super junior..xD my fav! :D)

You can go youtube and check out other songs which can fit into this dance!
Even DBSK (or TVXQ or etc etc...) song, mirotic can suit this one!
GO GO GO! Go check it out~~~ x)

Next its......
The Boy's Generation!!! xD
Oh my tian... where is girl's generation...how come suddenly they turn into guys?!
Well, don't be curious, JUST WATCH! x)

Hahaha... Luckily NOT turned into guys...I want Syo Neo Shi Dae!!
haha!! I hope the gayness didn't freak you out!
And Key is featured here too incase you didn't notice... It's the pink pants guy!
And that last girl who did solo for SNSD is Taeyeon! YAY Taeyeon.....
hahas. hmm...let me try to intro some of them to you!

See that first funny plump guy? haha! His from Super junior! funny isn't he?
that second guy with yellow pants very gay...i think his from 2pm if i'm not wrong!
That third one with blue pants if from SJ also...
(i just realised i donno their names.... x.x)
Then that hot pink pants guy looked like Jewelry,right sunthari? =x his name is JaeBoom of 2pm!
Orange pants is from 2pm!
i dunno who is beige pants haha.
purple pants is Nickhun from 2pm!
Green pants guy looks cool but i dunno him... x.x
then light pink pants is key!!! x)

And Last but not least!!!
Okay... You really gotta forgive me sunthari...
because...the next video is in chinese!!! >.< so paiseh paiseh!!!
But anyway...it's highly recommended to watch...u CONFIRM CONFIRM CONFIRM will laugh till crazy one!!! xDDD

Oh no! it's been exposed!!! >.<
So we'll all say...
SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY~~~~~~
xDDDD
I hope you have laughed till siao on this one! x)

So yeah~~ That's all for the hiiiiilarious videos!
I hope you guys like the vids....
and it looks like i am more korean crazy liao....
hahas thanks for reading my blog..
I will try my best to read yours too!
Take care~~~ :D

Wahahahahahaha!!!!

2009-07-14T03:40:00.000-07:00

Hey hey im back!!! With additional Korean song craze!!!! yay~~~
x)))
hahaha!
Here to introduce you all to some videos featuring Korean stars.
LOL. It's very good you know,these people!

Look at this video by TVXQ. Very famous boy band in South Korea and Japan. (ok, why am I introducing them for....???)
It's Mirotic dance version! Oh my ten...I hope sun sun won't be mad at me for this.. >.<

wahhhhh.... me very disappointed.... Hero didn't dance in the middle...hai~~~ disappointed!!! T_T
Rawr I really like their songs lah... but I think they very act cool lor....
Big Bang still better lah, hor sunthari?xD
Oh, you notice that boyish looking guy? His called Changmin with the stage name Max and i tell you what, he can really....
SCREAMMMM!!!!!!!!! RAWRRRRRRRRRRRR......

And this is SHINee.
Who sang "replay" and the song got stuck in my head!!! AH!!!!
Anyway, they sang TVXQ's mirotic and they blew me off!! They sound alot like them! O_O Sun sun must check this out okay!!

I am super impressed! I kept watching the video lor...=x Didn't know Shinee could sing this well. And they are around my age...one of them is AT MY AGE!!! I was like WHAT!!! SO LUCKYyyyyyyyy!!!!! >.< I suddenly want go Korea liao! xDDD

Next I realli got to show the upcoming craze in Singapore.
Which is Gee by SNSD!

SOOOOOOOoooooooo Cute, right! xD
I really realli admire Taeyeon. Her voice is like....WAAAAAAHHHHH!!!! x)
And I think Yoona and Tiffany are good too! :D
The dance is very coordinated which made people want to dance with them! Gee Gee Gee Gee Gee~~~~~
hahas.
It caught the eyes of my dear third brother.
And as well as my classmates~~~~
^^

Well, they are all from SM entertainment. Adeline's favourite entertainment company in South Korea!!! WOOHHOOOO!! (ok, i'm crazy!)
But I tell you my favourite is still our very own...
BIG BANG!
WONDERGIRLS!
Nobody nobody can beat you guys~

xDDDD

Oh btw!
Thanks alot to Kai Mei and Yu Xuan both cute and chio people that made my birthday wonderful and happy~~~~!!!!
I really appreciate the Sakae Sushi... Even thought its like three weeks already haha.
Also must thank SUNTHARI!!!
Cause she's my best friend that is always there for me! :D
Hey pretty sunshine~ I know you can do it!!!
YEAH! YOU CAN STEP OUT OF THE CONFORT ZONE!!! YOU CAN REACH OUT! YOU CAN DO MUCH GREATER THINGS!!!! YAY~~~~~~ xD
:D
I wish you very best for your studies okays!!!
Oh, and I must thank the rest of you guys from my school or w406 who wished me happy birthday~! Thought small but still in my heart...hahas! Very blessed by you guys so...REALLY BIG THANK YOUs TO YOU ALL!!!
Some of which I really appreciate are such as... Joan! Who called me 2 wish me...VERY sweet right she!! x)
Wan Yi! Who called and sang bday song...SO CUTE LAH! xD
And the people who tagged at my blog to wish me!!
It's kind of you guys! :D

Okay, so Korean songs keep getting stuck on my head.
For example..
MIROTIC~~~` *I got youu~~~~ under my skin!* xD
I DON'T CARE~~~! Eh Eh Eh Eh Eh!!!!
Noona~~ you're so so so so pretty~ Replay! (that song that annoyed me like siao. xD )
A.Mi.Go.
Nobody ( that song which remind me of...NO-ah~~~~)

Another one is called Gara Gara Go! By my fav..
BIG BANG!!!! x)))
It is very hippie... yeah! x)

ENJOY~!!!
hahas.
I hope you have fun looking at these Korean vids hahas. :)
Take care...
And don't forget to...
JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!! xD

INSPIRE YOUTH CAMP!

2009-06-10T09:50:00.000-07:00

HEY INSPIRE FAITH YOUTH CAMP IS SUPER GOOD.

But today i am blogging not about the event itself but about certain things that has happened.
I am SUPER SUPER SUPER SORRY to alot of ppl...
>.<
VERY SORRY!!!!
(you confirm know who you are de.)

I also want to say that...
No matter how hard it is...
try ur very best to step out of that things u are afraid of..
as I am trying my very best too.

And the camp was super fun!

But many things happened.
Very heartache.
Yet I cannot be emo.

Cause later Wei Ren scold me! xD
(Actually he won't even scold....)

hahas...
Felt really bad 2 u people today so yeah...

EITHER WAY ENJOY UR TIME GUYS IN UR HOLIDAYS!

Haha.
Kai Mei,
I saw u typing that u missed me.
thanks so much kai mei! i really missed u also!!!!!
LOVES!!!
CHEER UP OKAY!!!

Ciao~

About me

2009-05-21T00:58:00.000-07:00

Hey hey!!!
Here today to post about me myself!
er wait..
I know it sounds realli very selfish..
But i just want to type them down..
:)

About me. What kind of person is she?
-Love randomness.
-SUPER SOTONG.
-Forgetful....
-DRAMATIC~~~~
-Good girl that can go bad!
-Crazy girl when she's happy.
-Love being happy!
-Love being with friends!
-Love MUSIC LIKE CRAZY! ;P
-Love edifying others!
-Love to compliment people for they're precious creations!
-Love seeing people happy!
-Love seeing people stepping out and doing great things!
-Likes being appreciated, of course, no one likes to be criticized of who they are!
-Likes it when people thank her for what she had done for them.
-Likes seeing UNITY in people.
-Likes CUTE THINGS LIKE CARE BEAR AND POKEMON! xD
-Likes to talk about life!
-Likes to be free!!!!
-Likes rubbish,nonsense,crap,stupidity(as in fun way).
-Love seeing a brand new fresh beginning in things that are dead.
-Love all things new that are good! :)
-LOVE being who I really want to be.
-LOVES GOD! CAUTION ABOUT ME!

What FLAWS does she really hate about herself?
-Hates herself being annoyed UNNECESSARILY!
-Hates herself being uncalm at the wrong times!
-Hates herself for showing attitude.
-Hates herself for not being patient.
-Hates herself for not being understanding.
-Hates herself for thinking too much.
-Hates herself thinking and being too...."weird"
-Hates herself being too sensitive to certain things.
-Hates herself being insecure when it comes to trust.
-Hates herself taking other people's comments seriously.
-Hates herself not being more confident in her life.
-Hates herself being selfish at times.
-Hates herself for not being able to strongly step out of her situation.
(Note: if you're not happy about it in any way.pls do not add salt to the wounds.thank you.)

I must really change some of these in my life.
I really want to become better...
But can I???

Who does she want to be/ What kind of person does she want to be?
-Be more confident.
-Be slim and healthy!
-Be more humble and not attitude around.
-Be more long suffering and more self-controlled in order to CONTROL her VOLCANIC anger!
-Be more happy with people/things around her.
-Be more secure and esteem herself higher.
-Be more involved in MUSIC and MEDIA...etc~
-Be more accepting to other people's comments.
-Have more capacity in her life. More strength. More reliance on Him.
-Be someone who can do great things for Him.
-Be someone who is happy and cheerful no matter what may come. Because she has Him!
-Be someone of contrite heart and spirit. Brokenness in Him.
-Be someone who is strong and is strengthen by Him!
-Be a person of true joyous spirit and a person of great confidence in herself.
-Be a humorous person who can make people laugh like crazy!
-Be a person who can fulfill His promises.
-Be a person who will finish the race He has set for me.
-Be someone different and unique of my own.
-Be someone who is after Him NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS!

Be someone who is me.
The new me He has set for me.

I believe I can change from who I am now.
Into someone different.

I know I can do it...
I know He can...
Because He is God!
:)

Thanks guys for spending ur time trying to know me better~!
But do remember that you do not need to want to achieve the same things as me.
Because He works differently in each and everyone of us.
I'm sure He can do SO MANY GREAT things in your life!
So do what He has set for you!:)

Each and everyone of us are unique.
So everyone has their own good and bad.
That's what I believe.
And I believe and really hope that I can do it!

TIRED.....

2009-05-15T05:54:00.000-07:00

Hey!! IM FINALLY BACK TO BLOG!!!

DUNNO WHY!!!!
Im feeling so tired...
can fall asleep from any moment of now...
T_T

Oh!!! and the exams rocks!!!!
Because ITS OVER!!!
And I do need to cram le...T_T
Can go play pokemon diamond on DS =x

Rawr...I really missed Zoe...
Haix...
It's been really tough on her for all of that.
Her life ain't smooth sailing at all...
And she has to go through more...
I'm sure she's different that's why!!!
haha.
Well, God will definitely reward her for all of the sacrifaces! haha.

Saddest part is I cannot do anything for her at all lor...
I didn't send her a card personally even though I actually I wanted to.
Didn't even do much for that thing...
So sorry Zoe!!!! (if u managed to see this)
very sorry for that!!!

Haix...
Dunno why..
Today at first very happy...
Then later very sad...
x.x

I guess because I feel like I'm not doing enough.
Or maybe I didn't filter my thoughts well enough haha.
ya'know!
Greatest war is thy mind!!! haha!!

I felt like I'm not doing enough to salvage the situations around me.
Not only about Kaimei's...
But all many other areas...
In such a way I can feel an inch of disappointment from some people..
haix.
Well, im doing my best...
And if you can't see it...then never mind lah.
It's not for show anyways. :)

Jiayou people...
Do not be like me and be so sticky...stick to ppl...ppl dun like...but still must STICK!!!
STICKING NO GOOD! Stickers for kids! u ain't kiddo!
hahaha.

No matter how emo this post feels to you...
I AM NOT EMO!
THANKS! :D
Cause I'm trying my best to step out...
So please..let me try to....
thanks....

Well im super tired.....And my brain is complaining to have a temporary shut down...
OR BME (body maintenance exercise..or smth...) according to Jasper! xD

Sorry..

2009-03-17T21:03:00.000-07:00

Hey im so sorry "u noe me"
Since I blogged about it,its right to do the reverse...
IM SO SORRYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
S
O
R
R
Y
!!!!!!!!
>.<

Hope you had a great time during this week of not-really-a-holiday hahas.
I posted this song starstruck...
as a sign that I accept your funny version of it!
xD

Feeling numb

2009-03-17T05:28:00.000-07:00

(don't worry,im not referring to you "u noe me")
I dunno whats wrong with me these days.
I'm suppose to be angry.
I'm suppose to hate myself and be sad.
I'm suppose to rely on Him.
But then.....Its so painful that I couldn't even cry it out.
I become like stone heart like that.
I think they really hate me.
I think they really despise me lor.
(not talking about my dear friends from w406 either...dun worry haha.)
But I dunno why...
I didnt react to it....
I just felt so numb....

Aww whatever...
Heck about them
Heck about the good or bad of them.
Just wish them the best lor.
Afterall...they are my brothers n sisters in Christ...
=/

Anyway thanks so much "the younger one" for being there n supporting me!
I know its hard but yet u still did hahas.
THANK YOU!!!
Aiya, u sure will be rewarded like siao one hahas.

Somewhat,
I must realli thank God for whatever things He placed in me!
For example...
w406!!! How can i ever survive without you guys?(darlingz is also in!!)
my family! even though they scold me at times.....=x
and school friends!! For all the crap and laughs.

Even though I always don't show my appreciation...
but yeah i really love you all lor..
even though I like very bad at times...

hahahahahahhahahaha
today mock exam then very tired.
So kept on sleeping at the end of the exam! xD
then later went to eat prata at tiong bahru.
And u noe what!!!! yx and km went also!
okay lame...

anyway i hope you see this...I really hope you will before i update my blog.
Okay...she really really appreciate you one nar.
She want to kept that bond you both had mah..
That's why she told you to go.....
BUT YOU MEAN LIKE CRAZY TO HER OKAY!!!!!!!!
I mean I don't even mean so much to her lahs lol!!!!
and she want to keep ______ ____ with you so thats why
she don't want her ______ to know
hahahahaha.
Fill in the blanks! and i know you smart enuf to do it! xD

And I wish the both of you all the best!!!!
(p.s. I typed this on my own accord, thank you.)

Okay don't emo thanks to my blog...
If you emo....DON'T
Cause you live in a round room okay! No corners for you!
haha kidding!
if you feel sad then just off my blog....
cus emoness is contagious!
just as contagious as laughter!
WAHAHAHAHAHHA

kkie enuf of the randomness and lame....

ktv ktv ktv

2009-03-15T08:36:00.000-07:00

I went for ktv with w406 today! yay!
and it was an okay time.
Just wanna tell some people somethings...

I remember your deeds well...
The few of you who heard my problems....
You be rewarded like crazy in heaven for this!!!!
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THAT DAY ALSO!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i am so sorry to say that i cannot follow the solutions you have given..
Sorry to disappoint you guys so much..

And to the beloved yun jie.
Bon voyage on your trip!
No matter what w406 is always there for you!
Thanks for your words of great wisdom for me.
It gave me a big step to my strength!
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!

whatever.....

2009-03-15T08:23:00.000-07:00

I thought you would be there for me..
in the end you didn't....
Alright...maybe u want me to change...

Yeah it's my fault now.
And i'm glad to say that out loud.

Because i am truly disappointed in you.
In this moment of shadow of death (sorry, i like to exaggerate)
you only said things that hurt me.
At the moment I need you so much.
You threw me away like a rubbish.

You told me i gotta change.
I tried.
I needed a little faith.
I thought I could get that from you.
I was wrong.........

I loved you so much.....
I've really wondered if you realli loved me that much.......

I had enough.
You had enough.

You may hate me like hell for being so frank on my post.

But listen to this,
I want you to be different from me
Dont be like me anymore (maybe u felt u were already)
I want you to be their close friends.
I want you to be stronger.
I want you to know that
You really mean alot to me.
Even more than the "stars".

I love you.
I know you will despise me.
but...
whatever.......

Struggling

2009-02-26T03:28:00.000-08:00

This week is a tough week for me.
Many bad things happened.
And I kept on trying to act strong and all-mighty.
But I know deep down inside I am struggling.

I am dying inside m heart......
Because I know that my love and care for my friends...
Its not being seen...=(
Don't worry! I'm not talking about YOU.
Only one or two knows what I am talking about...

I felt like an idiot this week.
Like a conceited idiot.
Like a thick skin and heart kind of person.

I hate it. I don't like it.

But I did that to act strong in front of some ppl....

haix...
I kept on thinking-
Am i really that bad?
am I really THAT bad?
Am I so horrible?

This time round it isn't about a bunch of boys disturbing me the total wrong way...
It's about girls this time...
It's about friends....=(

I guess I'm really that bad somehow...

Oh well...
Thank you so much Sunthari for encouraging me...
Your perfect in my eyes too! =)
Anyway,
I will try my best to change myself!
Even if you hate me for being so stiff and "strong"..
I will try my best...
I know I stink inside out..
But who cares! God still loves me and many people still!!!
I have little but yet I must be genuinely strong for those little things!

I MUST TRY MY BEST TO BE A BETTER PERSON!!!

hey my dear cloud!
I'm so sorry...
I shouldn't have done that...
I want to say it so many times because...
I really felt bad that I did something like that.....
and I want bear responsibility for what I've said and done...

I'M SO SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ciao....
Be stronger than me...
CHEERZ! :)

A note for encouragement :)

2009-02-22T04:52:00.000-08:00

People!!!
Don't look down on yourselves!
Because you are WONDERFUL in my eyes no matter what!
AWESOME!
BEAUTIFUL!
PRETTY/HANDSOME!
VIRTUOUS!
x)

Yup, your better than who you think you are!

Haha to what I want to say today,
You are uniquely you.
You DEFINITELY have something others do not have.
So do not be envious of others thinking that you do not have what they have.
Because I'm sure they do not have what you have~
So be truly and uniquely you!
Never be anyone else because...
You won't be any different from others liao.
And I truly truly truly love that unique part of yours!

STAY TRUE TO WHO YOU ARE!
WAHAHHA

But hor.
I myself also need to improve in that area..
Being a teen...I seriously get envious very easily and such.....
But I am working on it!
And I know you can do it too~~~

xD
And yup, this was what I told you dear wanyi!

Got to go~~~
CIAO AND STAY TUNE~
CHEERZZZZzzzzzzz x)

Why am I random?

2009-02-17T04:22:00.000-08:00

People always find that I'm very random.
Okay I personally accounted some attacks from people while being random
but then...
Being random is still fun!!

Why did i choose to be random?
Cause its really fun to talk about anything and everything you can think of.
Instead of just thinking about a fixed topic and such.

Do not do not do not...
blame me when I get random...
That's my way of making laugh...
=x

xD
Well everyone's gotta improve!
So yeah, my randomness will surely grow from glory to glory~~~~~
xD

Okay sunthari, I know you're angry but up till now I still haven't add...
I had a lot of personal reasons...
SO PWAISEH MAN!!!

Anyways today I feel very stressed.
My stress level jumped from 90 to 100.
So please pray for me or even better!!!
TUITOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(p.s. don't increase my stress level by doing so....)

okay that's all for now...
Take care folks!

Revival at last

2009-02-16T08:29:00.000-08:00

YAY!!!!
I CAME BACK!!!
Rawr...and I'm celebrating for myself....>.>

LOLS!!!
Kkie you must be thinking why I put such a skin that doesn't fit me AT ALL.
Haha...(I bet it's gonna be my bestie! x) )
but I like simple yet so sweet stuff!
Most important of all
This blog skin boosts myself emotionally!!!!
Why?
Cause of the phrase "I'm happy!"
WHICH IS LIKE!!!!!
So encouraging!!!!!!
xD

kkie I'm crazy...
More updates to be made soon...
SO STAY TUNE MAN!!!!

Oh before that,
WELCOME BACK TO SUNTHARI'S BEAUTIFUL BLOG!!!! x)

to sunthari

2008-11-16T06:58:00.000-08:00

OH MY TIAN!
SO LATE LIAO...
haix nevermind...
I'm still gonna blog about this anyway...

So sorry sunthari for not calling you...
Because I fell asleep thanks to my jet lag..
T_T
Sorry..

To sunthari!!!
I thank you so much for being there for me all these years.
thanks so much for being my best friend.
To bear all the nonsense i give you..
To bear all the randomness that i give you..
thanks so much for all these time!
Im so sorry that I couldn't give you a card or anything in return..
But THANK YOU SO MUCH SUNTHARI!!!
Don't be afraid of OBM.
I know it will end well!
Enjoy and always depend on God whenever your afraid.
I WILL MISS YOU LIKE MAD!!!
I hope you will gain alot from the camp...
Thanks for everything and...
ALL THE BEST!!!
GAMBATTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahahahhahahahahha!!!
Loves~

Oh my tianz...
I mean its really too late for sunthari to read liao...T_T
but nevermind.
Sunthari, you come back and read lol.

next time kaimei turn.

Oh yes, I will pray for you sunthari!
and I WILL MISS YOU!
SOTONG ONE AH!!!!

kk... i go off liao
super tired...
ZZZ

CIAO!

JAPAN!

2008-11-08T09:04:00.000-08:00

NIPPONNNNNN!!!!!!!!!
NIPPON!
say with me lah...
NIPPON!
nevermind... i siao liao...

I very lukewarm for this trip.
Because even though I'm suppose to be happy about going to japan..
JAPAN LEI!
But yet, I still feel like staying in singapore.

Let me review the reasons why I would want to stay:
1) DUH! MY SCHOOL LEH. Not mission trip with chc people or something...And i practically don't go well with my classmates AT ALL! =x
2) I will miss next week's service >.>
RAWR!!! why can't we touchdown a little earlier or something! T_T
3) I will miss my friends...family....my bed...my singapore....
I will miss my bestie! w406! family! and forgetting km and yx! AH!
4) JAPANESE DON'T SPEAK IN ENGLISH!!!! RAWR!!! I will come back to singapore speaking nihon half the time....
5) I guess I just want to stay in my comfort zone? (NOT GOOD MAN!)
6) Never been away from singapore this long...

Let me tell you the reasons why I should be excited:
1) JAPAN! of course?
2) I love anime!
3) I love Japan!
Okay that's it....nothing much liao.

See? that's why I got so many heldbacks.

Okay let's make a promise here today. right here right now.
I will..
upload some japan pictures for you peeps to enjoy~
I think. hmm... =x

Like what I used to do.
I do tributes before i go away! xD
This time will be special.
Because It's presented to three people who are very important to my life!(of course there are many others that are important too!)

First let's start with this chio bu.
The flower of w406!
Yup, it's WAN WAN!
Haha. It's really great to have such a honest, kind and loving friend like you.
There are really alot of things to be envious of you about!
Like, your child-like faith...your prettiness...your friendliness...your confidence...blah blah blah...TOO MANY TO LIST!
You also very kind and nice to me.
I am really honoured and happy to know someone like you!
Hahas. Remember, you are really important to God and to those around you!
I know you are doing your best to shine.
GAMBATTE!!!! :D :D

Then next.
I shall 告白 to someone that I really admire and look up to!
Also this person has transformed...I'm really proud of her!!!
ZOE AH ZOE!!! LOL.
She? She's one of the most unexpected person you would ever see...
Like a main character in an anime. hahas.
She's one that will give unusual responses!! :D
I am really very honoured that God had placed such a person into my life.
Honestly, I am very encouraged by you and how you changed in God's kingdom and righteousness!
I really look up to you regardless of the fact that you just came in.
Remember, no matter what w406, wanwan, me and of course God will be there for you when you felt that the world is crushing down on you!
I know you can make a difference in life!
GAMBATTERU ZOE~ (btw, i forgot to mention that your one chio bu too!)

Then the last one is OBVIOUSLY presented to one of the prettiest person in my life! =x She is also the one and only person that will be so similar to me... hahas.
Even when I didn't post anything...She still faithfully tribute to me in her blog.
SHE ROCKS!
I WILL MISS HER LIKE SIAO!
SHE IS MY BESTIE SOTONG!!! ONE! ICHIBAN! =x lols
So sorry for all the bad things i had done...
And don't worry about that outing! I'm okay!
Next time we go out! before we go to OBM!
Haha...I know STC revival will come someday into both you and wanyi's hands.
I'm really happy for you that you can rise up to stage!
I hope to see you leading ushers in the future! :D
GAMBATTE! I LOVE YOU~

The three of them rocks my skin.(sounds weird..)
But anyway I really got to thank the following people:
1) MY MUM!!!!! for her sacrifaces for my japan trip!
2) En yun!!! For her continual faith and encouragement to me!
3) Wei ren! For being w406's SUPER GOOD leader!
4) POS people for organising the outing! THANKS ALOT PEEP!
5) Gaek Woon and Ying Tat(aka my evil big brother)! For that money given to me!
6) HIM!!! For His blessings and love and countless of other stuffs...

WAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAH.

Ciao next saturday
T_T

2008-11-04T09:05:00.000-08:00

These are the pictures that I took with my brother-in-law's camera. I used some of these pictures for my japan trip project. Had lots of fun at Clarke Quay!!! It's super beautiful at night! And a additional picture of chiobuz Kaimei!! xD

Yup. you guessed it, that's her. =)

Wanwan and me! :D

AHH!!! DONT KISS ME!!!

oh no..it's blur...

overview of the bungee jump at clarke quay.

Welcome to Clarke Quay! Even though there's a dirty river infront of me.....

lots of bungee jump picture by en yun!

Thrilled, ain't it? ;D

OH MY TIAN...dont look at that disgusting act cute girl! =x smiley wanwan and half-ed yun jie with the blur blur hokkaido ice creaming zoe!

What a lonesome little boat... ~ Row row row your boat, gently down the stream ~

Ever heard of boat restaurant? :D

A random pic by en yun!

Yay....nice view...

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Look at that wide smile on en yun's face...cute isn't it? ;D

Wow!! Lights are shining on us!!! WHEE~

En yun ah...dun zi lian at group photos! =x

Okay now my turn to zi lian....(stupid camera...)

Zoe: EHEHEHE! I'm gonna strangle you jingyuan!
me: *smile wide wide showing my dirty yellow teeth while getting strangled* HEEEEEE!
Wanyi: (they both must be crazy liao...nevermind... don't care them...) *smiles*
Enyun: ???? Nevermind...
(bottom line: I look so happy to be strangled...Zoe looked so happy to strangle... xD)

Never sit at a lower platform if you are afraid of cameras..=x Actually...It could be a nicer photo if it were to be shifted more higher....and not lower....

Awww! Wanyi looked like an angel running! x)

Zoe = arrow, Wanyi = angel
This is what you call love angel. x)

Okay the proper view of Riverside Point.

This bridge is SUPER nice if you were to see it yourself! :D

*bleh* (tongue stucks out)

hahas!! dont worry!! thats no ghost!! its just me moving when the camera is about to take the picture... >.> Zoe photoshop this bah! :D

Picnicking spotted! :O (taken by Zoe)

This looks like we are promoting Clarke Quay! (taken by Zoe)

This was supposed to be cool...T_T Anyway we all look sian except for Wanyi who looked very pretty! (taken by Zoe)

This IS an awesome picture! See no passer-bys? We were lucky when we had this shot. It somehow promoted Clarke Quay also..With the perfect view of bunjee jump and central...once again, done by pro Zoe! :D We all looked nice in this too!

Incase you didn't know, there's a fountain within all the funny umbrellas!!! ITS SUPER FABULOUS!!! You MUST go see it when you go Clarke Quay at night!!!

Yup, those are the umbrellas.

Wow, I had this lucky shot at central with a boat passing by! Thanks to enyun's warning!

Cool man!!! Done by wanyi!

Remember the bridge? It had lights like these on top of it.. SO COOL!!! hahas. Those were wanyi's legs.

While they were taking their own photo.. I made a sneak shot at them! =x

Once again, Clarke Quay.

SEE!!! THE WONDERFUL BRIDGE!!! PLUS WHEN IT BECOMES RAINBOW IN LIGHTING...ITS SUPER PRETTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D

So paiseh if you had to turn yourself 360 degrees to see these pictures... I noob at photos... LOL!!! Pardon me ok? I think Zoe is a good photo taker! Shall upload some to prove it hahas.

Enyun- so cute
Wanyi- so chio
Zoe- so...funny...nice...
CHIO! :)

Clarke ROCKS!!! It's so beautiful and the ambiance there is like...WOOOOOWWWW!!! :D
Romantic tips for couples: Clarke quay.
xD

OH yeah, Im going to japan.. T_T
Do pray for me...
THANK YOU!!!
And pray for Ferlinda...for her China trip! :)
THANK YOU!!

I got to go~
ciao!

2008-11-03T07:18:00.000-08:00

This is what I have been doing yesterday, sunday, after cell group and taking back my photographs. :D

This one very nice...I spent about 3hours doing it.. >_>

Very cute right? I rushed this through...very tired..@_@

SO SAD!!! This was supposed to be one of my favourites... but it didn't turn out well...
T_T

HEHE. tag me! which is your favourite! :D

My cell group went Jurong Point last saturday!

Felicia trying to cover her face but failed..Don't cover your pretty face ah!!!!
LOL...Can spot zoe,wanyi and oswin? xD

Aiz...She covered it T_T Zoe acting as a passer-by! x)

Whee w406!!!! :D Jasper is acting cute...we all look very nice here!:D

life updates

2008-10-17T09:40:00.000-07:00

Due to request from dear kaimei,
I have decided to give some updates!

Practically, life is really tough for me..
Many many things happened..
I really thought I couldn't pull through..
But thank God He gave me strength to continue!!
Thank God for friends and family for being around me and stuffs...

Past few days.. I was on M.I.A due to my grandma's wake...
Was super super sad and guilty..
Though I wasn't close to her as compared to my cousin..
I felt really really very sad for her passing..
I shall continue this more next time...

My health was getting down on me today...
Keep having severe migrain....
Super pain sia.....OUCH!
Then on EDGE got Jesslyn Tan's testimony!
Which encouraged me alot and alot haha.

Also ah...
Today super disappointed lor...
=/
Felt really very disregarded...
Felt quite left out during the EDGE..
Then after that everyone want to go home >.>
No fellowship...no dinner...
I was very disappointed because..
1) Felt SUPER left out.
2) Very very hungry...
3) The words some of them said was hurting..
But I can't say much because...
1) I don't want bother the girls...which REALLY need to rush home.
2) I totally give up liao.

So yeah, I wasn't very happy today.

The most happy thing that happened was God's presence during EDGE!!
Wow, so strong and also loving...
haha. Many people were touched.

I felt like I can understand what Pastor Zhuang feel about him and Pastor Aries
I feel like that towards some people.
And I prayed that I can be like them also.
wahahhaha.
But still!! Be who you really are!

These days... I got this thought in my mind..
I felt really frustrated because...alot of people keep telling me that I won't understand what they feel or they keep telling me that what they've been through was more than what I've been through.
No one can ever compare that because..
I will never understand what you feel...and you will never understand me either.
Unless you take a step to care about me...unless you won't get a single thing.

So what if you are really hurt by many things that are going through you?
That doesn't mean that others are not going through the same things.
You're not the only one that suffers in this world..
So why complain?

Why not take yourself into others shoes instead?
Instead of trying to make everyone understand you, why not you try understanding others first?
The saying goes, no one cares about how much you know, until they know how much you care.
So... If you really want others to sit down and listen to you...
I guess you must really sit and listen to them instead bah.
Give and you shall receive. Sow and you shall reap.
Not only in finances but in ALL areas of your life.

Okay..
That's it bah.
My result and about my grandma will be posted next time..
till then..
Ciao!

2008-10-16T05:32:00.000-07:00

taggies reply

sunthari- er....why? haha
kaimei- lol. don't say him like that! because we will become like him de..haha. yeah km plus jy!! which is kaimei jiayou! =D
xinyi- heyhey!! im not your mama! =)I'm your jie jie! still young!
Momo`fied- OH MY TIAN! Of course I'm excited!! JAPAN leh! haha. Woah... i'm not very lucky huh! =x haha. kidding kidding! LOL. I hope that volcano don't erupt on us >_> haha. OKAY! IM COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS!!! :O By the way, I haven't buy the winter clothes! No lah... The shopping more exciting sehs!! xD wheee....Wow... double the craziness! Of course! I'm sotong...and I'm blue! x) But not blur hor!
kaimei- Hey km..Thanks alot for your encouragement and support! You are also very strong... I will pull myself up...don't you worry! =) thanks for your condolences...love you! And you rock!!! =)
sunthari- Thanks for your support!! Erm...I don't think I am pretty but okay! I will try my best to smile and be cheerful... I love you too!! =)
Wanyi- Okay! I'm looking forward to hear from you again!! Sorry for not being able to call you on Wednesday...

tagggggggggggg

2008-10-10T10:16:00.000-07:00

REPLY OF TAGS.
Momo`fied- Hey!!! Im not blur okay! It's just that...got so many jy....then
FYE looks like FYI to me. >_> ahaha! :)
Sunthari- sunthari...loving you forever.... sunthari..................................=x
tat- okay okay... I will try my very best to be cheerful...
Enyun- haha thank you!! God loves you and I love you too!
Felicia- Thanks! Your so sweet! =) I bet you will score well in your exams!
Shuwen- Heyhey!! I miss you too! and I relinked you! :D
Wanyi- Wow im so touched by your honest and wonderful words.... Yes, I will try not to think badly about myself. Thank you so much for assuring me continually despite me being so pessimistic at many times!! Yes, I will have faith..I will be happy once again. Thanks for your faith in me...Your so nice!!! THANK YOU WANWAN! :D
Kaimei- The he is someone you do not know at all! ;) hahas. No problem!!! You deserve it man!
Zoe mummy- ZOE MAMA!!! Wow thanks so much for praising me and complimenting me...haha! Your one of the most sensible, encouraging and friendly girl I had known! Of course...you are super nice also!! hahahhah. You rock too! Once again, THANK YOU LOTS! :D And for me, I will crawl to your side when you have problems! :)
Momo`fied- I where got cut my hand! x) Yeah JAPAN!
Sunthari- Awwww....Saturday didn't go church.....X.X Nevermind, this saturday must talk to me again!!! :) yeah thanks for calling me that...Sunthari-sama!
Simin- Yesh, I re-linked you! =)
Wanyi- LOL!!! Wanyi ADD OIL!!! x) Oh yah! Was really fun today! yipee!~
Kaimei- Lol. Thank you Kaimei for telling me for that! You also very smart de wor! :D Smarter than Yu Xuan.....haha kidding! WAHAHAH. Totally agree!! xD If not he will continue his evil deeds....=x haha

shut it up!

2008-10-09T05:11:00.000-07:00

Due to many many complains of people who viewed my blog.
Commenting that I keep getting people's attention by putting emo post...
Then I shall put a paragraph or so regarding my emotions...
Other than that?
RANDOMNESS.
That's what!

Hey, people! stay in faith! for your misery is about to end!!!!
One or two days left to the end of hell's reign!!
You must be thinking i'm nuts..
Cause I am not...
Exam is like HELL!!!!! RAWR!

Hmm...
Thanks to this wonderful week...
I realised that taking double humans is like...
hell...
You have to write like mad...
Imagine your going to write 6 pages plus of answers..
in an hour and a half...
>.>
I regretted not studying hard when I was secondary 2!

DOUBLE HUMANITIES JUST PLAIN STINKS!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Oh, and I really have to Take A Bow to people who take both double science and double humanities..
Example: Eugene.
WOW.
LIKE WOW.
I must pei fu pei fu.
Cause I got combined science and I tabolek tahan liaos...

>_>
Oh
Tomorrow got DNT!
>_>
>_>
Sian.

DNT the WORST coursework you will EVER EVER have.
If you hate F&N or Art.... JUST MUG AND TAKE DOUBLE PURE SCIENCES!!!
RAWRRrrrrrr.............

Rawr...
Rawr...

Oh yeah!
Introducing my new emoticon! :D
that is.....
>_>
yeah that one!
When I put it, it means....
"errr...." or "teh......"

LOL.
Okay.
Enough of randomness.

I'm gonna get serious and ask the readers (you lah!!) about something..
It's to the girls mostly.
And I am not pointing an fingers to anyone or what.
Just a thought that came to my mind recently..

Will you hate another girl over a group of popular guys or a certain guy (not necessary interested in him)?

For me,
Sometimes, its human nature.
And I will feel a little jealousy and grudgy sometimes...
But we have choices, yes?
If I were to choose... I would say...
NO WAY MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This thought came to me...erm...
Quite a few days ago i think?
I see girls go bonkus!
then i see girls bu shuang with one another because of a group of guys.
And that's how it came to me...
Why aren't I not bu shuang...half the time?
I guess its because I find it pointless bah.

oh yeah.

HAHA. DONT TRY TO BE FUNNY AND GUESS WHO THAT GROUP OF GUYS ARE.
AND I WILL NEVER TELL YOU WHO.
NEVER.

thanks! :D

kkie im so hungry.
and must mug for dnt.....
ciao ciao....

Regarding...

2008-10-01T06:47:00.001-07:00

Today was okay lah.
Got training!
And our cell group studied together.
Really enjoy being with my cell group and other church friends!

Got lots of things going through my mind today.
I thought, why do I feel so troubled even though I am supposed to be happy?

Then, I realised why.

Er, but I'm not going to talk about it here.

Ha ha.

Exams are coming and im mugging hard!!
I love the comp still though
keep sticking to it even though I know I shouldn't

Argh next time I will try to put a happier post!!
And I will reply the tags next time!!!
Take care everyone~~~~

Dear God....

2008-09-23T04:36:00.000-07:00

Dear God....
I just want to tell you all of my problems over all of my days this year...
I had through this and that..
w406 growth... me and sunthari's friendship grew...
Friendship problems in school..
And me, getting bullied in school...
I had through so much, oh God.
I've had through the thick and thin.
The sad and happy.
The tough and easy.
I'm so happy that through all these..
I am stronger in Your Name now.

But, oh God..
I cry out to You today..
For I have lost the very me that I am searching for...
I remember...
I used to crap a lot of funny and yet stupid jokes...
I remember...
I used to smile alot to people around me...
I remember...
that I laugh at the slightest thing that people tell me..
I remember...
I used to be confident and friendly..
I remember...
that I am happy..........

Father, I have long forgotten about the last time I laughed from the bottom of my heart.
The happiness I used to have seems like thousands mile from me now.
I can't feel the smile from my very own lips anymore.

Oh, how I wish I could feel the times when I was with my friends and we are cheering out loud to one another.
How I wish I could be so happy with my life.
And that I can truly smile..
From the bottom of my heart.

God, I missed those times when w406 were joking to each other... as if we are real siblings... and we truly love each other..
I missed those times when I didn't have so many misunderstanding with my dear best friend...
I missed those times with WYZ...
With those people....
With all these people that filled my darkest part of my life with joy.
I missed those times...
That in school..
I can be free again....
And that my good friends will not despise on me anymore...
And I won't be so hated...
So victimised by my school mates....

How I wish I could be myself again?

I have forgotten the very me.
The me that so many people knew and loved.
I have forgotten the joyous me.
That no burden can pull me down.
I have forgotten the Ng Jing Yuan...
people used to call....

I have forgotten her identity...

I have forgotten her name...

I don't know who am I...

Oh God....
Although I do not know who I really am.
But God I do know I am Your child...
I know that God I can't feel happiness here on earth but I can feel happiness with you.

The world is against me.
Darkness is consuming my soul.
But I know I will be strong till the very last day.
Because You are there with me.
Your rod and Your staff.
They comfort me.

There can be no one else...
That can be as true as You...

I am a monster God...

But you loved this very monster that everyone else in this world hated.
But you forgave this monster's every evil actions.

No one else is like You...

God, I love You...

Even when everyone hates me..

I will love You....

Because You rescued me from my darkness... that I feared.

Thank You Jesus
Thank You Holy Spirit
Thank You Father
Thank You God

for helping this useless and evil monster to be free again.....

monster..

2008-09-21T07:11:00.000-07:00

I feel like a monster again...

I keep hurting other people

And all I do is to hurt so many people.

I am really the worst of sorts.

I act so nice infront of everybody.

People praise me for being a nice person

But in truth...

I am nothing like that..

I hurt my closest of friends..

Kai Mei and Sunthari knows it best..

I am like a thorn to their flesh..

One that no one can remove..

I am evil to so many people..

See....

That guy?

Yes, the one I ignored...

He knows how evil I am..

Oh and remember my school?

That's even better...

They emphasize on that a lot..

I am so evil...

until a christian can hate me back....

I am so evil...

Until I make her so sad..

My close friends not close to me liao...

Because I am evil...

it's simple as that...

isn't it......

I am sorry for being the worst of friends to you..

I keep getting angry with you when you didnt do anything wrong..

I am the worst of sorts....

The wolf in sheep's...

or rather.....

I am..

the monster in sheep's...

Say goodbye to this ugly, evil monster

happy birthday!

2008-09-20T10:05:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAIMEI!!!!
ANYONE WHO SEES MY POST GIVE KAIMEI A BELATED BIRTHDAY WISH!!! :D

To kai mei!!!
Thanks alot for everything you had done for me in school.
Even though, i very bad cause i always forget to reply your smses...
Also very bad cause i made you upset for alot of times...
Get angry with you for small things...
VERY VERY VERY SORRY FOR EVERYTHING!!!

But, yet, you still did so many great things for me...
You made my birthday so wonderful...
You made my life in school so much more better...

To tell you all the truth, without kaimei here in school...
I really dunno what would i've become..

Maybe not in this world anymore..
Maybe i will become emo..
I really dunno..

But Kaimei... you being there made me strong!
Without you standing up for me...
I really dunno what would I do....

If not for you... i would not even have the strength to talk back to people who bully me.

Let me tell you kaimei, God definitely had placed a great destiny in you before you were born...
God made you a wonderful child... in His image!!
God loved you more than anything....the birds in the air..the fish in the sea..
You are precious to Him more than a diamond..
Because you ARE the child of God~!

You rock kai mei!!!!!
You are so nice... everyone in the world loves you so much...
Dont care about those who discriminate you..
Because they know nothing about you...

You ARE a SUPER DUPER NICE person!
You ARE VERY VERY PRETTY!!
And you are....
Also one of my greatest friends I ever had!
=)

ROCK ON KAI MEI!!!!!!

2008-09-20T08:33:00.000-07:00

I thank God for Sunthari..
For today...
That I prayed with her..
I felt so touched...
She's truly my bestest friend I ever had.
Thank You God so much for her.
=)

Today I am so happy..
I IGNORED HIM!
MWHAHAHA! =x

oops im so bad..
I feel like i am so evil today to people in church..
>.<
haix...
Sorry people...

Anyway!! CHEERS FOR YOUR EXAMS!!!!

Reflections.

2008-09-14T08:22:00.000-07:00

Today.
Yesterday.
Many things happened.
And through it all.
I had a thought.
I finally gave it all up.
Its all finally behind me.

But I am afraid.
How can I ever face them next time?

And one of them.
Just seems so happy.
SO happy.
To piss me off.

HAHAHAHA!!! TIME FOR RANDOMNESS!
Okay, look.
If you have any problems with talking to the typical "oh ok haha" people. COME FIND ME!
Cause today, I found out that I have this talent to tell others what to say when they find their conversations to plain!
WOAH!
I feel like an all time match maker already! xD
Oops, shan't say too much.... or else i will suddenly hear "NG JING YUAN!" from the far away echo...............
And i will get hit!
RAWR! LOL

When I grow up....
I want to join match making ministry!
I think. See what God thinks!
Cause I really love seeing people fall in love.
Like, whee~

Okay.. and I think that wan wan is very cute. cause her testimony just want to make me laugh.

Then I think sunthari's really nice supporting me all the time!! YAY!

Then Suddenly i remember in school i have to tahan yuxuan's sick jokes.
And listen to kaimei's flattering on her own ******.
LOL. They so funny. So lame. So wonderful people. Made life different for me!

Oh yea, I had the same phone as Hui Shan!
ANd....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZOE!!!! :D

Today I siao already.
I ate 5 pizzas.
Wow.
Now I feel like vomitting liao.
Tomorrow im prepared to see myself in obesity state!
LOL

Er.
I will add more tomorrow ba.
Cant think of random stuffs cause my stomach is killing me!!!!
RAWR!

got to go liao
mum naggings lol.
BYE!

taggie

2008-09-13T20:12:00.000-07:00

REPLY TAGS (again):
Wanyi- wow!! im so glad that i made u happy!!hahas! u being happy makes me happy also!so cute your reaction to it! =) wow and ur advices from ur heart is always so heartwarming!! heh heh! yup yup, without your effort to tell me...i think i will still be having the same prob and yet cant solve the matter....hahas...THANKS LOTS STILL. No lah, you are nice and chio as in really!!cause....the truth shall set you free!! x) wahahas. love you lots!!
sunthari- like sunthari wahahaha!! yeah...i know...so when i compliment you, you musn't deny also ok sunthari!! haha but in truth hor...i not very nice and pretty!! hahas!!
Momo`fied- HEY HEY HEY HS! LOL! Glad you came! =)
sunthari- OH MY TEN! CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU TOO!!!
kaimei- haix....self-denial as always....xD no luh....sunthari and wanwan chio-er =x

repltags......

2008-09-13T19:54:00.000-07:00

Im going to copy shannen, joan and wendy....xD

REPLY TAGS:
Xinyi- yeah i wun be emo anymore!!! =)
nubbear- z0mg!! thanks kor....your also still my pido bear.... haha... =x
sunthari- yeah!!! this blog is jingyuan's emo CORNERu hahas. wow i missed tht day! xD SO FUN!
chuifann- hey chui fann! so suprised/happy tht ur here! thanks for ur cheering up though haha.
kaimei-OKays....i will cheer up de...no worries no worries!! =) oops forgot! :D
tat- i dun stink and my morale is high as always!x)
wanyi- wy-the most nicest-cum-chio-est in the world! =)
sunthari-if wanwan is sweet than ur sugar...and im honey!! WAHAHA! xD yeah!Im a crazy fanclubber that fanclubs half the time!! =) aha.....as sotong as always....=x JOKING!! =)
eugene- erm....ur....eugene teh....or my cell group member eugene poh...? ANYWAY!! HELLO!!!
sunthari- aww.....sads....nvm lar...i think i slowly wait till ur money gets back!then we can sms all the crap to each other! :D YOU GAMBATTE FOR UR PHYSICS AND SOCIAL STUDIES!! LOVE U LOTS 2!!! hehheh...u think so?tht verse encouraged me through my darkest...hahas!! :D glad u liked it!! Okay!! you got to tell me about it soon....if its really bugging you that much...i will help u kill tht bugger!! MUHAHAHA!!! aiya.....i wrote to u so many le....greedy sunthari!! =x but thts why there's greedy jingyuan also!!wahaha!!

tributeee

2008-09-09T09:15:00.001-07:00

yay...
finally its here yun jie! xD

Oh before that...just want to give some updates in life!
Recently, I was really troubled by alot of things...
Even though I really thought I could make it better..
I sometimes make it worse...

What you have lost....you will gain...
What you have gained....you will lose...
Things like that happen alot in reality these days...
Sometimes I lost certain things that I have always wanted and its there for me already..
And yet, I have to let it go..
But when you let it go, I'm sure better things will come!! =)
People out there, do not be sad for what you lost but be glad for what you have gained!
The world will suddenly become a better place for you haha.

Okay now for this!!

To WAN WAN!
hehehe!hey!!!
I love you lots!!!! x)
Cause you always listen to my problems and encourage me!
You compliment me like no one else would!!
You very very nice!!!
I know that you can do it for yourself and...haha.. =)
And that time the advice you gave me...
Maybe you took a lot of time thinking all these...
I dunno...
But what matters is that you really changed my thinking towards the matter!! :D
Now, I can safely approach the problem with confidence liao! =)
THANKS ALOT SUPER CHIO BU AND TOO NICE TO BE NICE GIRL!

To Ferlinda!
Wah, you must be very shocked that I wrote for you right?
haha, although you might not read this...but anyway, i will write for you!
Your presence in w406 really meant alot and alot to me!
Cause you were one of those people that will make new friends feel welcome...
One of the members that will encourage us!
Also, the one who take the step of faith to do things that some may never do..
You always do things in the extra mile...And that really inspires me alot!!
YOU TOTALLY ROCKED!!
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING AND....
to be very very very honest...
YOU ARE VERY PRETTY! =)

To Xin Yi,
Woah, U must be veery shocked also that I wrote for you!
Haha. From the first time I met you, I felt a lot of potential for you!
For New Town Revival and also for w406!
And I wasn't wrong, as you took faith to do many things for God!
I am truly encouraged as I see you do more and more wonderful things.
I am very sure in the future, you will become a great singer for Christ and will shine in your singing also....
I really don't know how you feel about me since I very long never talk to you liao..
anyway....
THANKS FOR YOUR FRIENDSHIP ANd....
YOU ARE REALLY VERY CUTE! =)

Hmm...
I feel like a weakling at times cause....
Whenever people did me wrong..
And all they do is to make things worse and worse..
I wont have the courage to face up to the person and challenge or whatever..
erm...or even better, trying to solve the misunderstanding..
All I do is to get chickened out and complain all I want..
How I wish....I have the right mindset to handle these things haha.

Okay I will give more tribute next time!

Haha, like what sunthari said im realli bothered by dnt and things like these..
I dont like the school system....
Our class is horrible but we dont have two horrns!!
You know what, the penalty for not doing homework for us is...
CANNINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!

Ahh....
I will make a nicer post next time...
CIAO

WOOT

2008-09-07T05:03:00.000-07:00

HEY!
Erm..
I originally wanted to post something emo one..
BUT!
I got realli frustrated with people labelling me emo!!
So...
I didnt type it out.
And then many days later.....
I decided to type random stuffs out!

Okay, Ive been wanting to do thiss.....

10 things that makes me pissed off.
1. Whiny people!!!!
RAWR!!! STOP FLIRTING WITH THAT HIGH PITCH VOICE OF YOURS!!! RAWR!!!
xD

2. PLAY BOYS! FLIRTS!
wahahahaha! You know im talking about you...wahahahaha.....you are you...
FLIRT LAH FLIRT! Then you will end up tragically!!! *evil laughs hysterically*

3. Basically people who like to say....
"You always like that one"
"Why you like that?!"
"*tsk*,*tsk*,*tsk*"
Just people that always think that you are BAD when you practically did nothing to them..AT ALL!

4. Some funny stranger GLARING at you....
O_O

5. Getting PWNED by people.....like, when they keep telling to....
"Do this!!! Do that!!!"

6. I hate this sentence ALOT LIKE MAD!....... "Jingyuan very emo one"
"Dont emo lar"
"Aiya she always emo"
"Why you emo?!"
Alot of people tell me that.....so......
PLEASE TAKE NOTE OF THIS! ^.^

7. Taunts made by people...example Kai Mei =) (haha, joking joking!)

8. People who are too complanative! =x
Oh plus, behind your back!
Just what do you want? haix.....

9.Gossipers.
Wow, they are great people that makes you feel popular somehow!! =)
But still it hurts alot when they are so close to you....like, your good friend (NOT best friend hor!) and your dearest family members.

10. This is it....
The most...
That is when I get betrayed by a good friend....
Actually I won't get pissed.... I get LIVID.

haha....its not reali in order other than the last few hahas.
And I must IN ALL WAYS forgive these NICE NICE people haha.
Jia you jing yuan....(okay, i noe im crazy...)

Hmmm...

Joy is a choice.
But it is not always one....
When you feel the world is against you...
When everything is really pessimistic....
Joy will not be a choice....

Joy is a choice!
When God is there for you!
That when evil grips you from the dark...
God will shine His light and protect you! =)
Joy is a choice....
When the whole world hates and go against you......
And yet.... you still have God!
Erm.....Im not very spiritual...but I do know this verse from Isaiah!
Psalms 23,God is my Shepherd!
It says :
v1 : "The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want."
**v4: "Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You are with me; You rod and your staff, they comfort me."
v8: "Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life; and I will dwell in the house of the Lord
Forever."

Amen!!

Im so flaky...anyway.... To wanwan!!
I know you can surely be joyful even in difficult and torturous times!
Because the Lord is there for you! =D

** My favourite verse!!!

I will type tributes next time bah yun jie.....
And bestie sotong one must really call me and sms me if you can!! =)
CIAO CIAO

horrible...

2008-08-31T05:53:00.000-07:00

Im so sorry people...
I wont be typing anymore tributes..
due to violent objections...

Haix..
I'm going to type an emo post again...=/

I feel like a monster...
Through the cell group today...
I made so many people pissed and annoyed.
I felt like a spoilt brat today..
Like, everyone is trying to please me..
But I know that they are annoyed and upset with me..
Sorry Ernest..
Sorry Qi ming..
Sorry Wan Yi..
Sorry En Yun..
Sorry others who might be affected also..

I am so horrible a person..
...
...
A person who is worst among the worst..
I keep getting angry at the small details...
I am nice in front of everyone..
But its like what the most dangerous person might do..
that is to get things from others..

.....
.....
I am the worst...

I look friendly.
I look so nice to people.

but inside I am a monster....

I have caused sso many people pain and misery...

So many people in school or anywhere disliked me alot...

Yet... I am like this to my friends...

I am not good at anything...

I have little or no talent at all..

I am not good at communications..

I try to do things for others.

And I messed up like mad

I am a bad luck charm..

I am no good at all....

I AM SO SORRY SUNTHARI FOR BEING A HORRIBLE FRIEND!
SORRY FOR BEING A MONSTER AND BEING A SPOILT BRAT...WANTING EVERYTHING FROM YOU..

I am nothing at all...
I am jing yuan...
jing yuan= nothing....
jingyuan= horrible monster....

I stink

OBS!

2008-08-24T07:58:00.001-07:00

YAY!tomorrow im going to OBS!
Do pray for me...and i will be thinking and praying for u too!=)
Oh and the tribute!

To....
SHANNEN!!!
Hee hee hee.....
I hope u are reading this!!
Anyway, Thanks alot for your faithful replies to my noisy tags!
I really thank God for the chance to be able to learn about you a little more through the blogs and your tag replies! haha.
You are really a sweet and nice person... So pretty also! xD
And you never fail to inspire me all the time...!
Next time, i might not tag as often cause i have the need to mug!
that's why you will find me tagging so much...
But I will think about you...what you had done for God...what you had done for me...
And also miss you dearly!
You can do MANY MANY great things for God! As you had done so many already! =)
I bet you and Wendy will truly be greater friends in the future!
Lastly! I am truly blessed to be able to talk to you even though it's a little...
hahas.... Take care in Australia and pray that your studies will be super good!
YOU CAN DEFINITELY DO IT so....JIA YOU AH!!! =)
(hope you like my message...)

To kai mei!!!
HAHAHA! I MUST SEND YOU TO WOOD BRIDGE NOW!
lol..... Thanks alot for your true friendship to me for these three years...
Even though I don't express it much...but I am really grateful for the things you had done!
Without you in school....well, I don't know what would I do...
haha....thanks alot for you sweet and kind laughter and smile that encourages me in school!
But though I am really awful.....
Who cares....you ARE great! lol! =)
You also very pretty and nice!!!
I mean, lots of people look up to you....so stay strong!
Look to God and He shall bless you and keep you strong!
=D KIMI WA KAWAII!

To yu xuan!
Hey hey! Although I know you for more than half a year liao....
But I think you are a super good friend lah!
You always listen to my problems and understand them....
Try to talk things to me!! whee~
You also cheer me up with your jokes...
REALLY REALLY ARIGATO!
And hey! you are really cute!
But please, be humble for awhile!!! xD
wahaha. Also, thanks alot for siding me and stuffs....
You are nice!!!!
(ps, im nicer! xD)

To En Yun,
aka YUN JIE JIE!! =)
Hey hey!!! Thanks alot and alot for your constant prayers and encouragement to me!!
Thank you for your sweet birthday card....It was one of the nicest surprises!
You are a very strong-hearted lady that gives me a reminder not to be weak but to keep on keeping on!! =)
You are one of the bestest CGCs that WYZ has ever been....
THANK YOU THANK YOU!
You bring me memories to the old w406....how we started from a scatch..
An through it all you were there!!!
YOU ROCK YUN JIE! =D

To Joan,
WHEE!!! its been one year since I first knew about you!
At first, I saw you and I thought you were an ah lian...=x(because of your cool fashion! x) )
And it turned out it is actually a sweet, friendly and a nice person!
Then, I always get suprised by your every good deed that you had done!
Wow, I never knew we would know each other till this far...
Never mind if we are not so close because.... I know we can know each other better next time!! =) THANK YOU so much for all of your earnest encouragements to me!
Also, I had learnt lots from you also!!
I know you can do great GREAT GREAT things for God in the future!!
TAKE CARE!!! =)
GAMBATTE TO YOUR SINGING! =D (hope you will like my message too!)

HEh...
Iguess that's all...
...
...
...
=D

Oh yeah!
And you! xD
SUNTHARI BESTIE BLUE SOTONG ONE!!!
Haha, you are one of my bestest friend I ever had...
You always try your best to encourage me....even though im still emoish..
haha... thanks lots lots!!
And we had been through so much together....and i bet we will go through more..
How i really wish that we could be bestest of friends..... hahaha!
You are the only person that I can link me thinking so much to!
Everytime you are annoyed with...*AHEM*....and I can understand your frustrations! xD
AND MANY MORE EXAMPLES!!
I think God truly sent you to me.....
I don't know about what you think.... but thats what I felt...
To tell u the truth... I am super depressed whenever you leave me out cause..
I always...
always...
make sure that you are not no matter what...
Maybe you find that I am not doing that but...
It hurts me alot all the time...
ANYWAYS!
I REALLY LOVE YOU!AND GOD KNOWS HOW MUCH!
I bet that our bond isnt any covalent bond...
But indeed....its an electrostatic force! ( or the whatever force that bonds metallice ions..xD)
GAMBATTE TO YOU AND STC!

And....
I will write about the others once i come back!! im running out of time!! x)

look around

2008-08-21T08:52:00.000-07:00

Haix....
these days are emo for me...
im being Elmo...
sometimes...i will have the feeling to cut by wrist....
=/
But everytime I think of it...
i will become very guilty...
Cause He is so good to me...
yet i don't want to treasure what I have...

ANYWAY!!!
I got lots of random things to say!!!

Firstly, I am not happy about the fact that so many people are stealing my randomness!!
=(
Randomness is for jing yuan and jing yuan is for randomness!!
No one else!!
haha.
Just kidding! =D
Of course you can have it....
But unless.........
ahahahah.....

Also,
I am very childish these days!!
I see toys I get super happy!!
Then at school I will keep thinking about playing pokemon and how my pokemon are doing etc.....
Thinking about what is the next dish I should cook for cooking mama....
Humming the Elite Beat Agents tune when im bored.....
xD
Im seriously childish right!!!

Then I was super happy today can go out with BESTIE!
but then.... I feel so bad bestie sotong...
cause I keep on making you go out with me....
even when you're tired and everything...SORRY!!!
SORRY SORRY SORRY!
I posted this cause I got no phone.... and knowing you,
you will always see my blog one hor!! =D
And knowing how sotong i am, i forgot that i wanted to tell u this!!!
>.<

Okay,
Today I was really disappointed that zoe and wanwan cant make it earlier..
its okay bahs.
hopefully can see you guys this saturday!

Oh yesh,
I'm going to OBS soon!!
So, I won't be doing lots of stuffs le...
and I will miss everyone...
yu xuan, kai mei and others.....
sunthari, wan wan they all also..

And!!!
I got music test!!
OH MY TIAN!
i mean, OH MY TEN!!!
If you see my blog and you're a christian...
I will be very blessed and glad if you ever pray for me...
T_T
And its after SOT grad!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
I WANT TO FELLOWSHIP WITH PEOPLE FROM EXPO!!!!!!
:O

Good news!!
HEH HEH.
HEH HEH HEH.
Don't be jealous of me japanese fans!!!
xD
Cause I'm going to JAPAN this November!!!
YIPEE!!!!
And its subsidised!!!! YAY!
Cause I'm going with the school.
DOUBLE YAY. YAY-NESS!
xD

WHEEEEEe.
Hahas.
I miss lots of people!
Everyday in school...when im sad...
i will think of people from my church...
I know they are not thinking about me cause...
Im not really close to them or anything...
But I just love to think about every single one of them...
To tell you the truth, I get really sad sometimes..
Because when i think about them, i know deep within myself..
They might not care.
I mean, MIGHT not.
haha.
But I know some are still thinking about me!
Thanks alot and alot!!!
hahas.

Before I go OBS i got alot of things to say to many people.
Do look forward to my tribute post! xD
Ciao~

oh nvm!!

2008-08-19T07:59:00.000-07:00

Hey!!!!
Don't read the previous post!!
it will make u emo de...
HEH HEH HEH!

So read my siao siao ones...

Anyway....
I miss sunthari and co....
haix...
everyday i look to the sky and before i can say the weather is good today...
i see all of them in the clouds....
whee...............................
=3

Oh yes, im here to tell and to proclaim to the whole world a super good news!
And you all don't have to SMS me anymore!!
Calling my is useless already!!
And it's because!!!
BECAUSE!!!
.
..
...
=/
My handphone got lost!
-_____________________________________-"

haix....
Anyways.
I should sort of thank God that I lost my handphone...
Although i miss it ALOT and ALOT and ALOT.
But it reminded me that I'm blessed.
I thought I was neglected...
But wow!
What my cell group did to me was like...
WOW!
hahas

I got lost and see....
I was at the 243 bus stop there....walking to CC's hawker centre....
(back from sunthari!)
Then...I saw my CG coming!!:D
But I was like...Got see my phone?
And they were like....u lost it?!
Haha....
It wasn't about the conver that really touched me.
It's the actions that they did...haha...
They didn't hesitate and immediately went back to Best to help me find.
WoW!
Christian men's network really works!!! xD xD xD
AHAHAHA!
And they didn't give up on finding it...
On the way here and there.... they keep encouraging me
hahaha.
I was amazed by them....totally...
Really great people of God!
But I felt real guilty...
cause....of what I said before...haix.....

And haha, they are really good gentlemen!!(i recommend =x xD)
Though not SUPER good-looking..
But character alone can touch a women from head to toe!:D (er..i mean besides me....)
Great job! Qiming, Isaiah, Israel, Ernest, Jedidiah, Josaiah....
So paiseh, didn't mention you guy's names in cell group...=x

Then....was super happy also cause...
BESTIE SOTONG SUNTHARI IS SOOOO NICE!!! xD
haha. She was willing to help me go church the next day to
check with the recep if they found my handphone....
When i asked her...she was like....(immediately) Okay! sure!
I was so touched by her! hahas.

And before cell group,
Yao Zhong, Yun Jie, Fer....
They concerned themselves with me....
try to confort me abit...
Although it's quite simple...
but it's the every thought that counts!
And they even tried to give me solutions etc etc...
wow.
I'm blessed.

HAHA.
Through this, God showed me that I am blessed...
Even though I had always thought I am not...
Wow...
THANK GOD!!!! AND w406!!!!
hahahahahhahaha

Sorry....Really very sorry w406...
Must apologise someday infront of you guys...

Anyways...
thank the other members too!
WAN WAN I MISS YOU LEH!!!
MUST TALK TO ME MORE!!! T_T
haha.
ZOE!!! YOU ROCK LIKE MAD SIA!!!
I MISS YOU LIKE MAD TOO!!!!

The others like simin, xinyi and kelyn,shiqian etc...
I MISS YOU TOO!!!!!

Anyways....that's all bah...
If u wan celebrate my emo-ness or jeer me of my randomness...
u can continue visit my blog!! (i sound emo right...xD)
Oyes..........
Ciao!!

does bonds really exist?

2008-07-29T07:56:00.000-07:00

Today, I am very very sad....
I kept thinking to myself....
Does bonds really exists??

In chemistry, we learned that intermolecular simple covalent bonds are easily broken...
Although the molecule bonding within each compound is strong but....
It's really sad...
Out of so many millions in the world....Only one or two can stay with you throughout...
Does bonds really exists?

I always experience and see people quarrel here and there....
Ends up hating each other...this and that....
Does bonds really exists?

People whom you been with for so long.
People whom you admire so much.
People whom you tried all the very best to understand and finally understood them.
I thought that I'm really close to those people....
At the end, they are just like weak intermolecular covalent bonds...
They forget about you easily...
Once you stopped talking to them...
Once when they are in trouble you weren't there....
But there wasn't any choice for you....
But they won't understand would they?
They start to think you aren't there at all....
They start to think you weren't their friends....
Then...What exactly are bonds?
Does bonds really exists?

People who meant the very meaning of your life.
They in the end ignored you...
They in the end forgot about you...
They in the very end broke that bond that was there.
Was there any bond at all?
Does bonds really exists?

I feel left out.
All the time, I thought I was really close to you all...
I was wrong.
People I really loved you all so much.
I thought about you guys day and night.
But I was wrong that I kept thinking that I'm close to all of you.
I'm not.
Because.
There isn't any bond, is there?
People, this group of people, WRISC fan club.
I'm sure you know who you people are already.
Let me tell you people, I have given up....
Go on and counsel me all you want....
Because I am tired with all of it already.
Is there really such a thing called bond?
Even if there is...
I am sure...
I am not part of it...
Bye, I really loved you guys..............................

Does bonds really exists?

People tell me through thick and thin births forth true relationships.
I was wrong to think that way...
A thick....three-year relationship could just shatter.
Is it because I wasn't strong enough to put it back together.
Or was it that we didn't go through enough thick and thins?
The relationship was worth more than just anything the world can pay for..
But why? Why can it break just because of misunderstandings?
You two.....
Your relationship costs more than just a guy.... it costs for your whole life!
Don't waste that bond you had!
Why waste it when its there all along!
Why?! When it isn't that easy to get this far?
Why must you make the other partner want to know how you feel?
Is it a bond out of feelings only?
Or is it that...
there wasn't any bond from the start?
Then let me ask you two, what is a bond?

Does bonds really exists?

Then it's them.
Sunthari you know who they are.
I suffered all the time because of them.
In and out, out and in.
I felt tortured by it.
I remembered the times I had with them...
It was one in a million.
I was really glad to have known them.....but.....
When I think about them...
I thought....
Bonds cannot have existed....
Why is it that it can be gone this easily?
If bond was there......
I wouldn't have suffered so much like this.

Does bonds really exists?
Does bonds really exists?
Does bonds really exists?
Does bonds really exists?
Does bonds really exists?

With this, I shall say good-bye to my life's most beloved people...
I'm tired now...
Bye
for now

haix haix haix

2008-07-26T08:10:00.000-07:00

Today was service!
Beforehand I was really upset...
For many many reasons!!!

After that I felt quite sad also...

because I feel really bad....

Haix..........

haix.........

haix......

Oh and today I was really disappointed with myself.
I like prayed like siao and even cry so much..
then today I wasted sia.
Actually not wasted.
Since I didn't get super affected...
But I keep on allowing thoughts in my mind...
And like wasted..
Now need to restart...
the horrible stuffs....T_T T_T
aww....pity me....T_T

Very happy also.
Cause got Yu Xuan there.
Then I go tease Yu Xuan..
Then everyone bully me!! :O
It's only teasing de...T_T
I didn't even get the chance to say....
"Joking one lah!!"

OH MY TIAN!
Everyone must follow this cliche of mine...
OH MY TIAN!
Cause it's really original and funny.
50% of people who heard me say it for the first time got amused...=x
So if you want to make people laugh or entertain people...
say....
OH MY TIAN!!!!!!!

Then I was really sad also...
because of some people...

Oh and I really missed so many people in my life!
Really want to talk to them...but always can't see them at times....
=/

Tomorrow is Cell group outing...
I hope things will be better for me...
at least this once...
....
..
.
.
.
.
..
.
..............
BLUE ONE YOU SHOULD JOIN BEAUTY PAGEANT!!!!!XD

k
ciao

Heys!!

2008-07-20T07:15:00.000-07:00

Hey!
So long never blog lerh!
xD

Anyways...
these days we have alot of funny issues around...
Some are good... some are bad....

Regarding to sunthari's blog...
Forget about that guy.
Just forget about him......
Don't let an action that he did that made you hate so many people.
It's not worth it....

Problems with playboys?
Oh yes, I totally abhor playboys haha.
But to assure you.
Playboys never get a good ending!
xD
Well, hang on tight to your play boy ways
and see if you will end up like Makoto anot! =x

And yah.
Kai Mei..
You did great out there.
I mean, you managed to overcome your enemies
that's wow hahas.
Really many hand claps to you!

Okay..
Now.
To me.

I feel really annoyed all these while.
Cause I TOTALLY didn't do much of my home work =/
Anyways...
I guess i should re-start the study group or something.

YAWN YAWN!!
Things are getting so annoying in my life........
Things are getting so sad..........
The world is spinning and I'm here waiting...
Well...
Procrastination?
Or am I just......

Oh yah.........
Shannen left us a day ago...
=/
i will miss you shannen chio bu........
GAMBATTE FOREVER!!!
T_T Hope you can really some back soon soon soon!
Many of us will be waiting.....

Kkie....
bye-bye peepsss

ARIGATO!!!!

2008-07-02T09:42:00.000-07:00

Wow....I'm really blessed this week!
Firstly, for music test...
I was SUPER encouraged throughout the whole thing because...
Of w406~~~
THANK YOU EVERYONE.

But I should really credit someone for doing so many things for me...
I will get there later..

My birthday was really fun!
THANK YOU THANK YOU KAI MEI!!!!
THANK YOU YU XUAN, LYNN, TRICIA AND CUI LING!
xD
Without them, I don't my birthday will be whole!
Thanks alot for going to the japanese restaurant even though
it's so expensive...
Also thanks alot for your gifts!!!!
SUPER REMINDER: Must do something for the 5 of you also!
And thanks LOTS LOTS LOTS to kai mei for "organising" the outing and
Doing so many things for me...
You totally rock! Thanks for making my bday whole!!! :D

Thanks ALOT to my beloved w406 once again!!
For counting down to my birthday! =x
though some of your wishes are short....haha
But that's alright, so long as you're thoughts are there!!
REALLY THANK YOU w406!!! PLUS TRICIA KAI MEI AND HUI SHAN.
haha.
Wow...w406 you people are really great and encouraging me all the time!
xD
Oh yes, thanks zoe mama, wan wan and yun jie.
For singing birthday song to me!! xD

Well...I said I was going to credit somebody...
TO WAN WAN!!
xD Hey i shall really thank you for everything!
For listening to my problems!
For loving and caring me!
And for praying for me no matter what!!!
Thank you thank you thank you!!!
You're SUPER SUPER NICE!!!!! =3
And thanks for being there for me in my music test!
You are the one that kept me going on in the music test...
Haha. Thanks alot!!!! And for my birthday....
Really thank you for sending me that long and meaningful message!!!
Haha. you're smile always encourages my heart!
You are really very pretty and nice and wah...... I think lots of guys sure like you one!!xD
WAHAHAHA!!! THANK YOU AND LOVE YOU LOTS!!! :D

To Kai Mei!!!!!
WHEEEEE!!!!!
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING KAI MEI!!!!
You are always there helping me...
Making my birthday really great even though I thought it was hopeless already.
And thanks alot for your gifts...they were great!!
You never fail to make anyone happy....You are truly an awesome person!!xD
You also very chio!! lol!
Really very chio...and made me really envious at times!! xD
And you are a super goodie friendie!!!! =3
wahaha!! Thanks for making everything so fun for me...
YOU TOTALLY ROCK!! xD

Well....You thought I wasn't going to talk about you is it..?
haha then here it is sunthari!!
xD
You are really one of the greatest friend to me...
wheee.....You always encourage me...
Although I always fail you and said really blunt things to you at time...
You are still there....hoping the best for me...
REALLY THANK YOU DEAR!!!! xD
Oh yah, I will be anticipating for you're deep and dark secret! =x

and regarding your blog sunthari..
To tell you the truth I had those feelings too!
Like alot of times too!
And I always tell myself that it will not come to pass and things like that..
Eventually I forgot about them...xD
And yup! It was about THEM also... =)

Haha....I really love every single one of you out there...
Always loving and encouraging me!
Anyhow, I felt really weird today cause..
I felt like the birthday was planned for me...
THANK THAT MYSTERIOUS PERSON ANYWAYS!!!! xD

Still got lots of people I haven't write to...
LOL! Stay tune to my emo-cum-random blog!
=x
Thank yous peoples out there!!!(copy simin xD)

prayer meeting

2008-06-28T11:17:00.000-07:00

The prayer meeting today was super awesome!!
WHEEE~
The presence was super strong..

Okay tomorrow is my music test so wish me good luck...
>.<
(tries to calm myself down...)

OH and today was a horrible day for me...
Alot of things happen..
All I thought was..
Why am I so bad and things like that...

HAix.
And about that thing..(yup, i bet you know who you are.)
I am super angry by it..
But anyway I'm really sorry for being such a
Problem Child to you once again..

..
It's so horrible...
Like the world is shutting down..
I feel like escaping, but I got no where to run..

But it didn't matter to you if I weren't around doesn't it...?

bye my friend

oh my tian

2008-06-21T09:36:00.000-07:00

Hey!!!
so long never blog le!
YIPEE!!
I feel so down yet so happy!

On the way back from church...
I kept on playing games with Wan wan and Zoe mama!
WAHAHA! So funny lah...
I really didn't had so much of a fun for quite some time...=x

Then on the MRT...
Wei Ren said I'm like Suzie....
I was like....HUH!!
But yeah, she's seems really nice!
=x
BUHAHAHA.
And we kept on thinking what will it be for w406 people...
when we are older...
And when we all rose up to the occasion already...

Then we started labeling each other! xD
Eg, En yun grow cuter as she's getting older...er..i mean younger xD
and qiming become more kpo liao =x
Haha...
But I was thinking..
I'm sure at that time...
We will already be from glory to glory liao!
Like Sunthari...the next Miss Emerge!!;D
Or even Wan wan become the next Annabel..
Who knows!!
WAHAHA!!! I bet we will all rise up to the calling!! xD
Go W406-zers!! :D

Wee~
Actually I was really sad beforehand today!
I was thinking- like why am I so stagnant right now..
Haix...
Then something happened...
I really don't want to face it...again...
I really don't know what I'm doing now is correct or not..
=x
Also.. I was really disappointed in myself because..
I didn't manage to do Alpha really well!
Even though it was filled in the very end..
But I know I didn't do my best...
Haix...
I felt really insignificant these days..
I thought that..maybe I was just jealous of other people..
or maybe I want to run away from the problem......
haix.

Anyway...
I hope I will be able to defeat all these problems ahead of me..
Wish this random,blur and....crazy girl here...
All the best in being more confident!! >.<

WAHAHA!!! THAT IS ALL!
CIAO CIAO!

new look

2008-06-16T06:05:00.000-07:00

Once again I changed my blog!
More nice..?
Anyway..
This is song is done by Cyndi Wang.

Wahaha.
The name Cyndi reminds me of Wei Ren's girlfriend!=x

Hmm...
Hope you people out there are having fun!

diao diaos

2008-06-16T04:39:00.000-07:00

wahaha!
Today went out with
Wei Ling and Genevieve!
Very long never talk to them lerh..
HAHA.
Erm..I keep owning them money! >.<
Really thank you two out there for blessing me!
I hope you will be blessed yourselves...!
And Wei Ling thank you for giving those presents :D
Anyway I blogged about this as a reminder....

I am upset..
I myself am sad already..
And I made people feel the same way I am..
haix...

Oh by the way
I was thinking that I'm super weird right now...
1. I don't have any crush.
2. I don't go crazy over attractive guys, not even idols.
3. I don't want to woo any particular guy.
4. I've never been attached before.

But all I care about is having them as friends.
I guess I AM weird after all.
Haix.
My life is so destroyed by that.
People...having crushes and all that...
But I wonder why these happen...

Why would I be sad...
I wish I'm normal...
And that I will once again find what I longed for...

The people that I can safely call
True friends.

...wahaha..

2008-06-15T09:37:00.000-07:00

wahaha..
oh my tian..
haix..

to Sunthari..
I really hope we can both grow to know each other..
And love each other more..
as friends..
Haix...
I will confirm ignore them for a little while..
And thank you for listening to my problems the other day..
though I'm very troublesome to listen to haha.
So sorry for being so annoying at times...
really i'm not being sarcastic or anything..
haha...
(oh ya,dun tell anyone anything about what I say.)

to wan yi..
Thanks alot for listening to my probs also...
(oh ya,dun tell anyone anything about what I say.)
you're very nice..
like can understand people's feelings easy..!
really hope things will sort out for u in your..
haha u-know-what! =)
And I hope to know you more in the time to come!!

to zoe...
Thanks alot and alot for opening up to me..
and sharing things with me...
Really appreciate the moment alot.
hahas
And I found out that..
You are a really great person no matter what!
Yesterday, today and tomorrow!
Haha... GAMBATTE ZOE!
Okay? Never think less of yourself!
Because you are a really great person...! =)

I didn't know got labels down here in my posting -_-"
Today then I saw...
I blog about 100+ times liao...
And this is my first time seeing this....
....
DIAOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Okay....
I shall test this today!

kkie!
Bye for now!

2008-06-14T09:12:00.000-07:00

i feel so horrible right now.
got so many probs.
i dun wan to say.
say also no use.
who will want to care.

.
.
.
.

haix.

i'm tired

bye

it's...them...

2008-06-12T11:26:00.002-07:00

............
now i've decided.
not to care about them anymore
i shall not tell who it is.
only Him and Sunthari knows it.
i'm too weary to care.
too sad to care.
i've got many things to do
I can't care about them.
I'm too depressed to say
...........
..........
.........
........
.......
......
bye
sk,fungi,long,fk,petcar,workhome,etc.
.....
....
...
bye
it has been fun
..
.

it's...them...

2008-06-12T11:26:00.001-07:00

INSPIRE CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-12T07:39:00.002-07:00

WAHAHAHAHAH!!!!
So happy!!
I just came back from...
INSPIRE CAMP!
:D

Wahaha. First day was nothing much i guess..? IT was till the night then all the weird weird things start one. At first I was super scared lah! Cause I never see this many WYZ peeps there... Very paiseh at first cause I keep ignoring people.... because!! I SUPER BLUR AGAIN! Then I didn't see them... ><
LOL. Later on telematch...got nothing much... but then later got captain's ball!! WAHAHAHA! The captain's ball one very funny! Our team keep scoring thanks to... erm....
how to spell ar... Schummen? i think. yup, Sunthari also forgot how to spell his name! Then Simin super hyper. Then she throw to me the chicken!!! Then the chicken went.... *PLUUEEAHHHHH* on my hands leh!!!!!!!!! D: I felt the veins and everything! WAH! But was glad that I got it.. cause i stepped out of my fear of touching raw stuff!! =x
At night... I was super emo....
Because...I was asking Him... how come I didn't manage to do some things I wanted to do for so long...
So...I wanted to be alone for awhile....
Then I saw Wan Yi and Sunthari together. So I decided to be with them for awhile.
And....many things happen................................
OKAY! We got night trail!!!!
WOHOHO
It was fun!!! Cause like very adventurous like that...then for that time I felt unity! :D And then in the end we came to the quarry!!! WOW! It was nice with all the pretty,handsome,chio bu,shuai ge............... stars.
Okays. Second day.
We started the silver thing.
SO FUNNY! Note: I started idolizing him first one, not sunthari.
:D
ANYWAY!The second day was super funny cause the whole camp play cheers together..(want more information can visit sunthari's blog.) Then we played the games again... Was SUPER HAPPY cause of JABEZ! We finally got united! =) But was really sad cause we didn't win those points but... I think... JEPHTHAH DESERVES IT TOO!!! :D
Then got..... HAUTE COUTURE!!!
WOW! GOT SO MANY CHIO BU AND SHUAI GE! and Weipin and Hui wen won the best dressed competition!! :D Both of them I really like them alot haha.
Then got miss sunshine and mr charming and the beauty pageant!!
Wow I will applaud for everyone of them cause they all are very pretty and very handsome!!Though some didn't win, but still...They are really VERY pretty and VERY handsome! =D
Very very happy for all of them! =D
Then it was the third day! Was so sad cause I kept on sleeping!
But in the end I was truly happy!
Cause of the friendship-cum-worship song! It was truly touching!

And....It reminded me...how it truly meant to me....all of the friendships that I gained.... though some are lost...but I am glad still!I really been through alot in the camp.

Before the camp, I carried a heavy burden in my heart... because... before the camp many things happened to me....I was sick also. Especially my heavy sore throat!I didn't manage to sing worship and praise and shout cheers properly thanks to this...sobs... but that's okay... firstly....
When I had this burden within me... in the camp I went through things...
I kept ignoring people...actually is cannot talk to them cause of the sore throat...really very sad... and the cell group kept on having fun and things like that...with their voices...really made me left out and sad sometimes.Was happy to have sunthari by my side..Zoe to make me laugh...and Wan Yi to chit chat with me. Really thank you all so much for your love! And also Josiah, Jouis, Carol and many others for continuing to have concern over my health. Really thank you very much.
Also, a very annoying rumour came about.
About Xin yi. I wasn't very pleased with it lah.
But never mind lah.... it's over now.
I also very emo...cause there's *something something*.
Then I felt very useless, didn't manage to do things I really wanted to do!
Yah and I was really challenged in many ways.
But through it all I was still happy.
Because I had HIM!
YUP HIM!
You must be thinking who that HIM is.
I will tell you now...
It's God! My Father.
I told myself- everything is fine... as long as I have Him in my heart...I am glad.
His my one and only reason why in the camp...I can tahan until so long...
Really thank God for His faith and Strength over me.

The sessions totally rocked! Kelvin gave us a new vision once again... Pastor Zhuang taught us in many ways! Bee Leng's message was shirt and sweet! :D
The testimonies were all very touching and inspiring!

OH YEAH! Got so many people I want to tribute to.
But never mind... I will congratulate people in the end!

congratulations to the Beauty pageant people!
Jodie (ms sunshine), Melodie (for getting top 5), Mikki (for getting top 5), Kastari (WINNER!!)(on behalf of sunthari =x), Ang (mr charming), John(for getting top 3), Johnny (for getting top 5), Joshua(WINNER!!)

Congratulations to the prize winners!
Xin yi! :D, Khoon Fai(heh), Karuna!, Johnny!, Jaren....and many others... sorry I forgot!!

Thank you to these people who have done great things to me!
Sunthari!!!!!!!
Wan yi!!!!!
Zoe!!!!!!!
SHANNEN!!!! (YAY I WILL MISS YOU AND NEVER FORGET ABOUT YOU SHANNEN!!!)
JOAN!!!!!!( You are just.....SUPER NICE PERSON!!! :D)
Hui wen!!!!!
Yun Ting!!!!
Jodie!!!!
khoon fai!!!!!
Carol!!!!
Jouis!!!!
Sandra!!!!
Joseph!!!!
Hui Si!!!!!
Wilfred!!!!
Josiah!!!
Jedidiah!!!!
Joseph!!!!!
Xin yi!!!!!( ho!)
Si Min!!!!!
Kai Lin!!!!
Brenda!!!!
Wa Ju!!!!
SURINA!!!!
CUI LAN!!!!
XIN YI!!! (Tan!)
ELIZABETH!!!
LOKIES!!!!! (thanks alot for finding my bottle...though it wasn't successful haha)
MANY MANY OTHERS......!!!(yup, that's right! it's you!!) :D
Not forgetting...
GOD!!! :D

This blog is based on sunthari's bloggie!!

LAstly I want to say...
I LOVE WYZ ZONE, INSPIRE, GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALOT AND ALOT AND ALOT AND ALOT AND ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D

INSPIRE CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-12T07:39:00.001-07:00

FAREWELL!! :)

2008-06-08T11:37:00.000-07:00

WOW!!!!
IN A FEW HOURS TIME...
IM GOING FOR THE NOTORIOUS...
INSPIRE STRONGER CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D
YAY.
YAY!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D:D:D:D

Oh before that...
I had to say a few things to...
HUI SHAN!
Hey!
I've been though up and downs with you before.
Haha. But those are over..
Really glad to have known one such as you.
I just want to highlight to you about the quarrel..
I will be really straightforward...
You know, you two are really great, great, great friends..
I think it's really really unworthy of two of you to split..
because of a betrayal..
She's a really life-long friend to you le...
A betrayal is really nothing compared to that.
Wait, it's not really a betrayal.
Do you still remember?
How many great moments you two shared together?
Remember? you two laughed like siao zha bors!
=) And you two...especially you hui shan..
You have sacriface your many things....for this..
friendship....
It's a friendship not many will have!!
I really hope you will change your mind on this...
Even though you said it's never...
But it's a never too late also..........
And oh yah!
I bet in your life...you will find happiness that you have been finding!
You will find true love! =D
All those fortune telling that you have posted..
are not true! =)
I will say-
YOU CAN DO IT HUI SHAN!!!! =D

And to you...
KM
My words may be like plastic to you now but...
I want to tell you one thing.
Last year, I was really glad.
To have you..
As my best friend.
Though I keep saying close friend or good friend..
But to me, in my heart...
You were my closest friend...

Oh yah!!
And back to my topic!
WAHAHAHAHA!
CAMP!
VOTE FOR JABEZ!
JABEZ RULES ROCKS!!!!
wahaha...
And guess what?
Our IC is Shannen!!!
I will really miss her......

ANYWAY!
I forgot to blog a post on saturday...
So this is about Saturday!
I keep seeing ALOT of WYZ people that day!
And they just keep making me think about camp kay!
Wah!!! I won't be this excited...if not for them!!! >.<
Oh yah...
I was really down too for saturday..
I knew bad things will happen......
wahahahahaahahhaahhahaha!!!!
I just don't know what kind!!! =x

And...
To sunthari...
Really thank you for your talk to me today!! it was really all I needed.
=')
You really cheered me up!!!:D
YUP! If you have any probs..
Do approach me too!=D
I was really sorry for making you depressed...
because I became depressed! >.<
haix... You are really great!
I hope you will be able to talk to...
WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA!!!
TTTTTTHHHHHHEEEEEEEMMMMMM!!!!!!!! xD xD xD
so funny!
GAMBATTE!

I'm going off right now...
SUPERRRR tired..
A few hours to camp....
5 hours to be exact xD
WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!!!
I wish we would all have a GREAT life-changing
EXPERIENCE!=D

CIAO!

Craze: Cabal...Phoenix Wright! ...maybe you???? =S And HIM!

Minutes....to midnight!

2008-06-04T07:47:00.000-07:00

Wahahahahahahahahaha!
today was the meeting.
Camp briefing meeting!
I went hyper together with Sunthari..
xD
Then I never knew my cell group could be this hyper!!
I was really glad that I've found a place I belonged to!

But I was very very bad today!
I didn't say "hi" to some people.
Totally sotong!!
Then I saw some people staring at me...
Then I was thinking- how come how come!
Then many years(minutes i mean) later I realised!
I FORGOT TO GREET THEM!!!
><
And I look at them back some more...
Aiyo aiyo...
Sorry to those I ignored!

Haha.
Thanks to Sunthari's post....
I remembered P.O.S
Haha.
It's the start of ironic relationships with some people.
Some are bad...
Some are good...
Some really made me happy..
Some had brought the downcast of my life...
But that's okay!
The most important thing is.
All of them are great people!
I think I might never forget them...
xD
To People of South 2007 Parade of School...
I dun care if you hate me or whatever....
You all rock!!!!!! =D

Haix.
I felt real horrible today..
I really don't know how to heal other's hurts...
Neither do I know how to resolve mine...
....
....
....
....
haix.

Anyway! Like what Sunthari says,
CHC ROCKS!!!!!!

Ciao ciao~ =)

Somehow??

2008-05-27T08:00:00.000-07:00

Today was Eugene's birthday!
I met my cell group again! ^.^
But everyone's sad...cause...
WRONG is not here!! xD

Lol.On the party...
I met my idol! xD
I saw MANY new towners.
And Lynn/Tricia...
Church members!
Of course...My dear blue sotong!

It's also my fourth day that i got free food!
WOOTS!!
Then I became really suai!
My shoe strap snapped! :O
Then very funny.. xD
On my way home with Sunthari and en yun...
En yun snapped hers too!! xD
It's kinda irony don't you think?
Cause she helped me most when my shoe snapped..
Then hers got snapped....
xD xD xD
WAHAHAHAHAS!

Oh yah...then...I was glad to see zoe, wan yi, ferlinda..
etc etc...
then I VERY long never see Kai Xin liao!
Was really shocked, yet happy to see her! ^.^

Hmm....
Let's break the flow now..
Now it's on to...

Kai Mei!
I have lots to tell you actually..
But I just can't bring any words out to you.
You are really a special person to me..
I bet you are as well to many other people!
Everyone loves you like mad!
I kinda envy you also...
Because I always didn't get as much attention as you do in school.
But that didn't matter to me much.
Because I know that you are happy!
Then I'm kind of glad also! =D
You are very humorous person.
Alot of people feel very happy being with you!
You do deserved to be loved.
Everyone deserved to be!!
Some people may did things that are unforgivable..
But they still deserve love.
So what about you?
You did many things that are truly very good.
You deserve more than that! =)
All people who do good will be rewarded eventually..
So stay strong and keep being yourself in the mean time.
I'm sure your life will have a turnabout! :D
HEH HEH HEHS!

I wrote so long for you... >.<
I hope these long-winded words really can cheer you up..
And you did really very well with your results leh!
You can get the first someday..

Sunthari...
I just hope you and your family will be able to be united
again.
I bet you can.
A bond that is strong can never be broken.
That's what I believe in! =D

Stay tune to my bloggie.
A blog filled with emo-ness
And randomness!!
And all about the sotong jing yuan! xD

Ciao ciao``

life is sticky...

2008-05-22T08:38:00.000-07:00

It's sad nowadays for me.
As I promised...
I'm going to have an emo post!

I was happy today...
At the same time I'm really sad...
I felt pretty meaningless sometimes because,
what I did not want to happen just keeps coming back to me.
Its really hurting..
In school...It was total horrible...
I'm getting so much stress and bad things still goes on..

And
A stillness filled my heart..
Everything seems so meaningless and futile..
Only one thing I can cling onto...

I was pretty happy still!
Thanks to the meeting today.
I went up stage... =X
But I was really happy for my friends lah!
hahahha.
Especially Sarah!
This funny girl called me up stage xD
But really thanks to her that my day was brightened up. =D
The meeting was also very awesome!
But Pastor Zhuang didn't lay hands on us!!
NOOOOOOO.

And erm.... to Sunthari...
I really want to tell you something.
But I bet you will be super mad at me.
Because we quarreled over it before..
I really don't find it worth it to tell you...
And oh yeah, I really hope you will be truly happy in your life!
It's really good right now that you can get what you wanted!
It's truly awesome...
And I hope you can spark a big revival in STC!
Gambatte!
Last thing is that,
You may find yourself very lowly and stuffs...
But I think you're totally not!
Because God knows you are a great person.
And you are much better than me in many ways..
In terms of character, looks and things like that...
I truly envy you too.
You are an awesome person.
I always failed to cheer you up all the time..
I'm sorry if I failed...
But hope you can be happier after reading this..

Haix.
I failed. Failed. Failed. Failed. Failed.
I keep falling and cannot get up.

I'm super tired and down casted now.
Bye bye people~

Suei suei one

2008-05-20T06:32:00.002-07:00

D:
D:
D:

argh.
I don't like D&T!!
OH MY TIAN AR!
Thursday and Friday still have FULL day somemore!
Then, if you cannot finish the project...
Stay until very very late!

Tomorrow got PPR!!!
>.<
Wo mei you lian jian w406 liao!
No face no face!
All of them so zhai in studies...
haix...
mwhahaha!
So paiseh one...
But never mind lah.
Means that... you all must really make me PIAAAAAAAA!!!
AAAAHHHHHH!

Oh yah.
En Yun!
I want to say that...
You are one of the best Connect Group Leader!! ;D
Because our connect group always give you tian ma fan
but you will always not complain.
Haha.
Then we sian sian...
but you always try your best to encourage us... xD
Then we broke fast...
But you still never scold us or anything...
And gave an understanding tone to us!
If its any other person...
MIGHT be siao siao already!
=x
haha but we are also very guai right? X]

MWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
I dunno what to say right now...
just that.
Don't scold me because I wrote a sian post!!
:D

And hor.....
Please be known I will posts more emo stuff le...
So it will not be as random as before...
>.<

wahahaha.
Ciao ciao!!

Suei suei one

2008-05-20T06:32:00.001-07:00

hahaha

2008-05-17T09:35:00.001-07:00

HAHAHAHA!
I changed my blogskin.
And put another song

This song is done by Utada Hikaru, Flavour of Life.
Very nice right!
xD xD

I was just thinking.
Am I just weird?

My friends all go bonkus over handsome guys and stuffs.
Guess what!
I'm not crazy over them! D:
Okay lah, maybe I will nod my little head and agree,
"Oh, handsome leh."
But... I don't get excited or whatever. -_-"
That's why...WR fan club started so late.... =x

MWHAHAHAHA!
I LOVE MY CELL GROUP!
=3
I dunno why...
I just love w406!!!
:D

Service is really great today!
But I'm super challenged!
I am afraid I will not pray on those days!

Oh by the way!
I started the Kelyn Fan Club.
If anyone interested can join this fan club!!
:D :D :D
The president?
ME!!!!

Oh yeah, I love Final Fantasy VII!!!
Why?
Cause I love Cloud, Tifa, Aerith and Zack!
Why?
You ask me I ask who?
Why?

Okay never mind, I'm getting crazy liao.

At the very last, I'm going to say that
YOU ROCK!!!
I RULE!!!

I mean,
I ruler.....

And lastly,
I created this wonderful emoticon.
This inspiration is from our very own Konata! :D

I guess I'm pretty tired now...
CIAO CIAO!!

New emoticon: =3

Oh no......emo........

2008-05-16T07:48:00.000-07:00

Aiz.....
I emo-ed again...
I don't know why leh!!!!

I didn't manage to do something that I longed to do....
Then guilt came to me...

My results are seriously horrible.
I failed so many subjects...
you people out there can just laugh at me liao... -_-"
I studied like mad leh!!
Then in the very end..
I didn't even score well....
I must be getting dumber... =x

Then...
Got so many relationship problems going around...
I really wished that the both of them can continue to be friends again...
*sigh*

Can I ask you people out there something?
Will you feel horrible when...
Someone did good things to you...
And you did not return the favour....
And then you realised you hack care that person too much...
But it was all too late....
You know,I think I deserved to be ignored by that person anyways...
*sigh* *sigh* *sigh*

Oh yeah.....
And...
To my dear km,
I know I sound jealous about that thingy...
But don't worry I'm not...
I'm just very concerned about something....
ARGH.
If you don't believe never mind lahs!
It's okay de.

to my dear sun,
sunthari i mean,
it's pretty sad that I can't see you everyday...
but oh well!
I hope in everyday life you're fine! =D
And that you will be able to get closer to.....
hehehehehehe.
ME! But you know what I mean.

to my dear w406,
If you scored horrible for your exams whatever...
TELL ME!
If you scored like top or whatever...
TELL WEI REN!!
Or in testimony also can...
Cause....
We're gonna have...
Study group i think??

MWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
So long never blog liao.
I'm so happy
finally be able to reveal my feelings again! ^.^~

Anyway...
I really wish you all had fun in ur lives and....
Hope you people scored with flying colours and not da bian.
XD

Okays... Nuff for now...
Bye-biiiiiiiiiii =]

Go on.

2008-04-15T07:06:00.000-07:00

How to go on...?

If the walls came crashing down on you hard.
People hate you.
People laugh at you.
People doesn't care about you.
You felt lonely.
Family?
Don't talk about them.
they don't even exist....
Friends?
They are just a bunch of back stabbers...

Let me ask you how to go on when my life stinks?

Well, I don't know how would you feel or how bad it is but....
I can certainly say this.
Life stinks.
But life rocks too.
Keep living on.....
Hanging on.....
Then someday you will find out you're not who you think you are.

I really am not perfect.
I have no right to say anyone.
But all I can say is....
BE STRONG!

I will always
_________keep on climbing
_____________________the flight stairs
________________________________with these little
___________________________________________feet of mine

bottom line is: gam- bat- te ?
hah

Jing. Yuan.

2008-04-11T09:06:00.000-07:00

Me.
What's so special about me?
ha.
ha.
I think.
I really lack of self-identity.

Firstly,
I felt that I'm a weakling.
I may appear strong on the outside.
But inside I'm just as fragile as a jelly.

Secondly,
I felt that it's hard to do good.
I did my best.
Maybe people felt that way but,
most of them did not care.
I still get gossiped....and back stabbed.....
Even my friends.
Imagine that,
friends who u did good to,
back stabbed you.
weird,right?

Thirdly,
I think I'm pretty insignificant.
To my close friends and my family,
of course they won't!
They see or hear me everyday.
But in school,
I'm always being pushed around,
it stinks pretty much especially when they are just your,
acquaintances. -_-"

So tell me,
What is
Ng
Jing
Yuan
all about?
With the weird name. (ha. ha.)
And the CHEE NA face.
and the person who just acts behind the scenes of everything.

I felt like typing this post because of some cause of events in my life.
Totally not because of the conflict between my clique members.
Please do not destroy my freedom of typing down such an emo-ing blog anymore.
I'm pretty sick of meeting people's standards when it is MY blog.
Thank you very much dear audiences!!

And
For my conflict between my friends.
All i have to say is.
The three year friendship is lovable....
one of my favorite times ever.
My life has never been better without any of you.
So please.
Stop this fight.........
the misunderstandings can be cleared.
So don't......
END THIS THREE YEAR RELATIONSHIP ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally......
all i want to say is
the audience.
erm i mean readers!!
Please do not make a big fuss out of my blog....
if you want to talk or anything
Just shoot it at my face.
I would love it a lot when you do that.
I mean seriously!!!

So.....
Thanks a lot.
For reading my blog.
If this adds up to your problems....
then just go

alt+f4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:(

HAHAS!
KIDDING!:D

yi ren yi ban

2008-03-29T06:41:00.000-07:00

《一人一半》
演唱：伍加輝
改編詞:小寒曲:伍加輝

一人一半感情不散
一人一素故感情才會久
時光累計安靜的淚滴
一心去追愛那么可貴

Chorus：
這樣的人這樣地等
無非是等個回應眼神
為愛翻滾不計傷痕
甘心為你一生都浮沉

這樣的人別笑我蠢
傻傻的心痛也不覺疼
就算天冷就算殘忍
等你想起這沒用的人

一人一半感情不散
已經找到愛為何要離開

時光累計安靜的淚滴
一心去追愛那么可貴

這樣的人這樣地等
無非是等個回應眼神
為愛翻滾不計傷痕
甘心為你一生都浮沉

這樣的人別笑我蠢
傻傻的心痛也不覺疼
就算天冷就算殘忍
等你想起這沒用的人

一人一半感情不散
已經找到愛為何要離開
已經找到愛為何先離開

This is a song from yi ren yi ban.
the main song of <<881>>.
LOL.
This song reminds me of Sunthari....
hehehehe.
It also reminds me of Kai Mei, Hui Shan and Zoe. :D
For Jiko, it would be one person one quater....-_-"
LOL.
Anyway.... this song rocks!! =3
Touching too! :D

best friends.

2008-03-28T09:23:00.000-07:00

What do people say about best friends?
What does it really mean?

Some people easily can have five to ten best friends while some would prefer to have one or two. Some people treat their best friends with love and care, while some, will only throw them aside as if they were someone not important.

Well? What do you think? HEH HEH.
hmm.... maybe i should make a quiz.... and see what people feel!
then maybe people can jus reply me next time if they actually bother to remember about this.
LOL.

1) What is the most important criteria to you for a best friend?
a. There's no criteria for them. Best friends are just you're closest darlings!
b. The sweetest, nicest person I can find in my school.
c. Popular, rich, pretty; so long as you're a well-known one!
d. Someone that knows me deep down into my heart. I care lots for her, and she care lots for me.

2)If your best friend had a crush, what would you do?
a. Find out who he is and if his handsome, I would just snatch him away!
b. Hope she would manage to find her way to her love......
c. Try to make the both of them know each other! Wouldn't that be exciting?
d. Erm...do nothing? It's not my business, right?

3) HOWEVER! If your best friend had the same crush as you! What would you do?
a. Try to see who manage to get the guy!
b. I would back out and encourage her to be with him for your sake in return.
c. I would just end our futile friendship!!
d. Don't tell her at all! Try to hide the fact that you like that guy too...

4) If you're best friend is being bullied....
a. I would just pretend I did not know! I might get caught along with her, you know?
b. Stand up for her! Stupid bullies just don't know what are true best friends for!
c. Stand there and laugh. She's just a piece of dirt, so who cares?Besides, it's a free show!
d. Do nothing at first. Then try to talk to your best friend later, hoping it might make her feel better.

5) If you're best friend is hurt, and she's crying in front of you....
a. Console her and encourage her, giving her your full support.
b. Cry along with her, trying to show that you know how she feels also.
c. Heck her. Let her cry all that she wants!
d. Tell her what she's doing wrong and what she's doing right in her situation.

6) If you're sad and down casted, what would you want you're friend to do to you?
a. Want her to know what I really feel. About my feelings and all..
b. Correct me on my mistakes and try to make me feel that I'm correct most of the time.
c. Want her to encourage me, giving me her full support is good enough.
d. Just listen to my complains and comply!

7) Why do you think people need best friends?
a. To make yourself LOOK important of course! Without best friends, would people bother about you?
b. Best friends make you FEEL important. Without them, you'll feel left out and lonely.
c. Best friends are for so much fun! We know each other so well... we can do almost anything together!
d. Best friends are the only ones there for you are at you're lowest of times and at the happiest of moments.

8) Would you rather choose your best friend or your crush?
a. Of course my best friend! I'm not yet steady with my crush anyway.
b. What are you talking about? Who cares most about you? You best friend, right?
c. Probably my crush. Since he knew it and obviously likes me...
d. Of course my crush! Who would care about a friend when you had a darling already....?

9) How important is your best friends to you?
a. They are very important! If they're not around, who would be there for you?
b. They are people who stepped into my life and would leave sooner or later.
c. I wouldn't care less about them!
d. They mean my life as they were the ones who thread it whole.

Well that's to it.
I hope you would enjoy the quiz!!
And.... PLEASE BE HONEST!
LOL
Hope somebody'll reply me to this! :D

the everyday life.

2008-03-25T07:45:00.000-07:00

Now things in school are rather messy.
Studies are okay....as there aren't much of tests nowadays.

My class is like a west side story.
Everyone are so rowdy.... like ah bengs.
All the teachers think that we behave like Normal Technical students when my class is of the Express stream.
I kind of like that fact....as express people are practically nerds!!
but then....they were right except for one part- we're WORSE than them!
We rebel to all sorts of teachers.... even the H.O.D. surrenders to us.
My classmates fight after school......FOR FUN!!
And they smoke.... they shout.... they bully...
It's all havoc in my class!!

In my clique...
all has been well i guess...
we seldom go recess together... >.<
I hope we really can!!

I'm really sad...
Hmm....
People usually get sad, right?
When they are left out and all...
I feel really left in life right now....
Especially by someone very important to me...
It's not by purpose.... I know that very well...
But i hurts alot still....

Oh and EASTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's super funny! I really love both dramas.
People say that the one in expo rocked..... but I love JW too!
Well, basically, I watched it four times already....
LOL!
I really enjoyed every minute of the drama.
Though it's FOUR times!!! LOL!!! LOL!!!
I love the i-Ming drama ALOT!!
I heard its tributed to mostly christians...

Well anyway!
Hope life's well out there....
GAMBATTEX =]

RAMDOMNESS

2008-02-08T07:42:00.000-08:00

hahahaha. So long never post le...
so bo bian lor. write random stuffs!!

Haix.....
I'm finally be able to play this game called Phoenix Wright: Trials and Tribulations already!
And then....
I finished it!
But....
I finished too fast...
haiyo....
Din't enjoy much of it.... ><
It's really fun!!! :D
About you being a lawyer-cum-detective. And you can go about solving cases...Even the most puzzling ones!
And my favourite character is famously known as Maya Fey!
Cause she's so funny...haha.
The picture above is her.
But, of course, she's not the main character of the story.

Well....feeling kind of sad actually...
Cause to really think about it....
I feel kind of left out sometimes....
*sigh*
It's not like I wanted it but....
It comes to me like...
Most of the time, maybe?
I guess my best of best best friends can't really keep me accompany that much....
Or maybe.... I was just....
Being bored?
Haha....
I guess being easily bored isn't that good after all...
Especially there's not Jiko Club by your side >:)
haha...
i think so though...LOL

ANYWAY!! HAPPY CHEE-NA NEW YEAR!!!!!:)
Wish you will have as many hong paos as possible!
>:) heh heh heh.....

Jiikkooo.....

2008-01-25T09:02:00.000-08:00

These are characters from lucky star.

The four main characters of the show.

From left its Konata, Tsukasa, Miyuki and Kagami.

haha.

The characters remind me of Jiko Club!

But their characteristics really differ from ours

haha. Jiko can't really hang out together cause Kai Mei transferred and Zoe's really busy.

Hui Shan can't stay in school for long...and I had to stay back, stay back, stay back, stay back.

But... STILL.

This anime is in the clique of four!

So coincidental!

haha..

Anyway...

Like what Hs, Km and Zoe say..

JIKO ROCKS X]

ANIMEEEE

2008-01-24T10:01:00.000-08:00

This the main character from the anime Lucky Star!
Popularly known as Konata Izumi.
:D
I LOVE THIS CHARACTER LOTS!
Cause...
1) She's like me... In almost everyway!
2)She's humorous X]
LOL...

Me & Konata.
1) Lazy
2) Anime crazy!!
3) Likes to tease people
4) Likes MMORPG such as maple :]
5) Hates studies.
6) Crammer.
7) Hyper-active ( if your close to me.)
8) Gets bored really easy!!
9) Doesn't care about the surroundings
10) Randomness..
11) Happy-go-lucky

Me Vs. Konata
1) Height. =.="
2) Hair colour.
3) Eye colour.
4) I don't have interest towards girls with glasses
5) I'm not that thick-skinned... (KM!!!)

Hey me and her are quite similar!!
There are more actually.... but I forgot >.< haha...
Anyway... watch lucky star!! It's really random but fun to watch!
haha...

I LOVE KONATA!! X]

Huuuhhh.....???

2008-01-22T07:58:00.000-08:00

I like to pile posts....I really liked it!
So...I piled. :)

Oh my tian lah....Imagine if one of your close close friend liked someone you don't like.... HAHA. That friend of mine ar.... So funny lar she....
Go like someone that has LOTS of probs with me.....
HAHahaHaHAHA...
Funny like nothing else!
But that's kind of sad cause........

I'LL BE ALONE! >.< SOBZ!!!!
lol...

haha.....
Another friend even funnier. X)
She go help someone jio-z.
LOL.
Think its already part of her to help people jio le lar...
Jio here and there.... then..... People go jio her!! XD
SO FUNNY!

Life in school so complicated...!
Like January only.....
then got DIVISION in class le!!!
(Haha...the word division reminds me of my cg......)
Tian ar!!! How are we suppose to survive as a class for like....2 more years!!
:'(

Whatever. Whatever. Whatever.
Everyone still is everyone.
So never mind.... Can tahan one... (i hope)

Good luck everyone with you good/bad class your in!

Uhhhhhh.....

2008-01-22T07:49:00.000-08:00

D & T! I regret taking that subject! Arghhhhhhh.....
If anyone got good ideas on mechanical toy can come find me on my MSN.
IF I'm ever online.... LOL!
Kkie...
Today verii stressed by the stressing factors in my life.
But thanks to a good friend of mine.... I feel so much better...
PHEW~ ! Thank you my beloved one! xD

Cheers to everyone~!

Tuition!!

2008-01-21T09:31:00.000-08:00

Anyone who wants to study together with Kai Mei, Zoe, Wen Hsi, Ai Jia or me can just tag at my board or theirs.... (plus if my board is up.)
My a maths is too lousy. Same goes with my E maths and Sciences... NEED HELP!!!

School life is so stressful.... but I need to have lots of help still...
HAha...
ANYWAY!!
All the best to those who wants to promote to tertiary level!

2008-01-21T09:24:00.000-08:00

Testtttt