Friday, 15 May, 2009, 5:54 AM :
TIRED..... writes:

Hey!! IM FINALLY BACK TO BLOG!!!

DUNNO WHY!!!!
Im feeling so tired...
can fall asleep from any moment of now...
T_T

Oh!!! and the exams rocks!!!!
Because ITS OVER!!!
And I do need to cram le...T_T
Can go play pokemon diamond on DS =x

Rawr...I really missed Zoe...
Haix...
It's been really tough on her for all of that.
Her life ain't smooth sailing at all...
And she has to go through more...
I'm sure she's different that's why!!!
haha.
Well, God will definitely reward her for all of the sacrifaces! haha.

Saddest part is I cannot do anything for her at all lor...
I didn't send her a card personally even though I actually I wanted to.
Didn't even do much for that thing...
So sorry Zoe!!!! (if u managed to see this)
very sorry for that!!!

Haix...
Dunno why..
Today at first very happy...
Then later very sad...
x.x

I guess because I feel like I'm not doing enough.
Or maybe I didn't filter my thoughts well enough haha.
ya'know!
Greatest war is thy mind!!! haha!!

I felt like I'm not doing enough to salvage the situations around me.
Not only about Kaimei's...
But all many other areas...
In such a way I can feel an inch of disappointment from some people..
haix.
Well, im doing my best...
And if you can't see it...then never mind lah.
It's not for show anyways. :)

Jiayou people...
Do not be like me and be so sticky...stick to ppl...ppl dun like...but still must STICK!!!
STICKING NO GOOD! Stickers for kids! u ain't kiddo!
hahaha.

No matter how emo this post feels to you...
I AM NOT EMO!
THANKS! :D
Cause I'm trying my best to step out...
So please..let me try to....
thanks....

Well im super tired.....And my brain is complaining to have a temporary shut down...
OR BME (body maintenance exercise..or smth...) according to Jasper! xD


disclaimer:
"Mado no soto no keshiki
Utsuri kawatte
Kisetsu made ga atashi wo oiteku
Dare yori chikaku ni ite
Fuan no tame ni
Doushite ano toki kizukenakatta
Anata no sugata ga mienaku naru mae ni
Tatta no tatta hitokoto
Ikanaide ga ienakatta
Anata ga shiawase nara sore de
Ii nante zettai ni ienai
Nejima ga ata konna kokoro ga
Doushiyou wo mo nai kurai
Atashi wa kirai"


dangoer:

i am: your worst nightmare.
status: destroying the earth
rated #1 in the top 10 most deadly animal species.


My name is apple, and I'm red. I'm also orange, and I'm orange. I can also be called lemon, and I'm yellow. I'm also grass! Which is (obviously) green. Ditto. I can be called pie by some of my alien friends from Jupiter and Mars. We like eating chocolate chip brownies and because they're browny and chocolatey and the brownie likes pie. And everyone knows that pie shall conquer the world. This profile inspiration is given by Xero-sama, who owns a very cute tako that I like to squish a lot. Me and my friends hail from Earth, we live together in a mushroom house and eat american indian paos for breakfast. North South East West.(will be changed soon.meanwhile, just laugh at it!! xD)

friender:

Darlingz Cousin :D
Sunthari :D
Kai Mei :D
En Yun :D
Ferlinda :D
Caspia :D
Zoe :D
Si Min :D
Xin Yi :D
Shannen :D
Joan :D
Wendy :D
W387 Xin Yi :D
Shu Wen :D
Felicia :D
Elizabeth :D
Ray :D
Pui Yi :D
Samuel :D
Oswin :D
Min Yee :D
Sheryl :D
Zining :D
Melody :D
Israel :D
WYZ :D
w406 :D

musicker:

I listen to music too.

tagboarder:

Speak your words :)
creditter:

Designer : Kookies
Coding references are from: Le. Romantique & Daybeforemisery(yarlythestarfish)
Brushes from: Aethereality
Textures from: Hybird Genesis
Big thanks to DANGO DAIKAZOKU!