Childhood days;

Sunday, 15 March, 2009, 8:23 AM :

whatever..... writes:

I thought you would be there for me..
in the end you didn't....
Alright...maybe u want me to change...

Yeah it's my fault now.
And i'm glad to say that out loud.

Because i am truly disappointed in you.
In this moment of shadow of death (sorry, i like to exaggerate)
you only said things that hurt me.
At the moment I need you so much.
You threw me away like a rubbish.

You told me i gotta change.
I tried.
I needed a little faith.
I thought I could get that from you.
I was wrong.........

I loved you so much.....
I've really wondered if you realli loved me that much.......

I had enough.
You had enough.

You may hate me like hell for being so frank on my post.

But listen to this,
I want you to be different from me
Dont be like me anymore (maybe u felt u were already)
I want you to be their close friends.
I want you to be stronger.
I want you to know that
You really mean alot to me.
Even more than the "stars".

I love you.
I know you will despise me.
but...
whatever.......

disclaimer:

"Mado no soto no keshiki
Utsuri kawatte
Kisetsu made ga atashi wo oiteku
Dare yori chikaku ni ite
Fuan no tame ni
Doushite ano toki kizukenakatta
Anata no sugata ga mienaku naru mae ni
Tatta no tatta hitokoto
Ikanaide ga ienakatta
Anata ga shiawase nara sore de
Ii nante zettai ni ienai
Nejima ga ata konna kokoro ga
Doushiyou wo mo nai kurai
Atashi wa kirai"

dangoer:

i am: your worst nightmare.
status: destroying the earth
rated #1 in the top 10 most deadly animal species.

My name is apple, and I'm red. I'm also orange, and I'm orange. I can also be called lemon, and I'm yellow. I'm also grass! Which is (obviously) green. Ditto. I can be called pie by some of my alien friends from Jupiter and Mars. We like eating chocolate chip brownies and because they're browny and chocolatey and the brownie likes pie. And everyone knows that pie shall conquer the world. This profile inspiration is given by Xero-sama, who owns a very cute tako that I like to squish a lot. Me and my friends hail from Earth, we live together in a mushroom house and eat american indian paos for breakfast. North South East West.(will be changed soon.meanwhile, just laugh at it!! xD)