Tuesday, 17 March, 2009, 5:28 AM : Feeling numb writes:
(don't worry,im not referring to you "u noe me")
I dunno whats wrong with me these days.
I'm suppose to be angry.
I'm suppose to hate myself and be sad.
I'm suppose to rely on Him.
But then.....Its so painful that I couldn't even cry it out.
I become like stone heart like that.
I think they really hate me.
I think they really despise me lor.
(not talking about my dear friends from w406 either...dun worry haha.)
But I dunno why...
I didnt react to it....
I just felt so numb....
Aww whatever...
Heck about them
Heck about the good or bad of them.
Just wish them the best lor.
Afterall...they are my brothers n sisters in Christ...
=/
Anyway thanks so much "the younger one" for being there n supporting me!
I know its hard but yet u still did hahas.
THANK YOU!!!
Aiya, u sure will be rewarded like siao one hahas.
Somewhat,
I must realli thank God for whatever things He placed in me!
For example...
w406!!! How can i ever survive without you guys?(darlingz is also in!!)
my family! even though they scold me at times.....=x
and school friends!! For all the crap and laughs.
Even though I always don't show my appreciation...
but yeah i really love you all lor..
even though I like very bad at times...
hahahahahahhahahaha
today mock exam then very tired.
So kept on sleeping at the end of the exam! xD
then later went to eat prata at tiong bahru.
And u noe what!!!! yx and km went also!
okay lame...
anyway i hope you see this...I really hope you will before i update my blog.
Okay...she really really appreciate you one nar.
She want to kept that bond you both had mah..
That's why she told you to go.....
BUT YOU MEAN LIKE CRAZY TO HER OKAY!!!!!!!!
I mean I don't even mean so much to her lahs lol!!!!
and she want to keep ______ ____ with you so thats why
she don't want her ______ to know
hahahahaha.
Fill in the blanks! and i know you smart enuf to do it! xD
And I wish the both of you all the best!!!!
(p.s. I typed this on my own accord, thank you.)
Okay don't emo thanks to my blog...
If you emo....DON'T
Cause you live in a round room okay! No corners for you!
haha kidding!
if you feel sad then just off my blog....
cus emoness is contagious!
just as contagious as laughter!
WAHAHAHAHAHHA
kkie enuf of the randomness and lame....
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i am: your worst nightmare.
status: destroying the earth
rated #1 in the top 10 most deadly animal species.
My name is apple, and I'm red. I'm also orange, and I'm orange. I can also be called lemon, and I'm yellow. I'm also grass! Which is (obviously) green. Ditto.
I can be called pie by some of my alien friends from Jupiter and Mars. We like eating chocolate chip brownies and because they're browny and chocolatey and the brownie likes pie. And everyone knows that pie shall conquer the world.
This profile inspiration is given by Xero-sama, who owns a very cute tako that I like to squish a lot. Me and my friends hail from Earth, we live together in a mushroom house and eat american indian paos for breakfast. North South East West.(will be changed soon.meanwhile, just laugh at it!! xD)
