Now very busy... GOT O LVL AH!!! then I got mind blank today...dunno why... so didn't study much >.>
To you who is restricted now... Don't worry! for I believe greater breakthroughs are in for you! I hope that after this major exam.. You will be free again. And be in great breakthroughs that you will not have imagined urself doing! :D God will not shortchange you for all of your sacrifaces. In fact he will add triple or more to your sacrifaces! :D
Romans 8:28 (New King James Version) And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.
Galatians 6:9 (New King James Version) And let us not grow weary while doing good, for in due season we shall reap if we do not lose heart.
To you who is insecure... Don't be insecure! Cause you have security in God! God says that you are TOTALLY fine the way you are! Don't say you're lousy. Look around you... You are not weaker than others! Examine yourself... And you will find yourself have alot of GOOD and UNIQUE points!
To you who is confused... I really hope you read this. I really want you to be free from your confusion. Do know that there is nothing to lose with God. Though you might find it hard to give up those things... But giving it up to God...Will let God do greater things in you! God will reward you abundantly for the things you have given into His almighty hands! :D
Psalm 119:105 (New King James Version) Your word is a lamp to my feet And a light to my path.
To you who is sad... I think it's VERY RARE that you will see this. But I still hope you will... This is not the end for you...but the beginning... Don't think that it's all over when it hasn't begun! I believe that, like what I said in the prev para, that when you lift things up to God and let go and move on.... You will find greater wisdom and courage! It may seem like you may lose out... But God will never shortchange you! He will indefinitely bless you in manifolds!
To you who think that you're not worthy... Nobody's not worthy in God... Cause you're an apple in His eyes. If he has given you much so far.. I'm sure he will still give you more. DON'T GIVE UP!
Haha most of these are being tributed to people who rarely or didn't even see my blog before..Still hope that they would see this! I really hope to see those people move on to greater things. Don't be restricted anymore! TAKE CARE! JIA YOU!
(all versus come from....http://www.biblegateway.com/)
Now Ng jing yuan is super busy... with?? HOMEWORK! OH MY TIAN! Plus revision! Why why am I not in STC! T_T
Okay anyway jing yuan here to write some random thoughts down!
Hey hey people! Do not feel down and low about yourself. Because you are alot better than who you think you are! YEAH! And you know what! You are who you are! And I TOTALLY love you for who you are! Well you've got many good points I tell you! No one else had your figure~ No one else had your unique face! x) No one else had your sweet voice! No one else had your pretty smile~ :D So NEVER look down on yourself okay!
Let's be a little more Godly today shall we? Well let's see.... The bible says that you are an... OVERCOMER! yeah, say with me! O-V-E-R-C-O-M-E-R! x) haha. And you are wonderfully made in God's hands. No matter what other say or think about you... God will be like... BUT! I think you are the best! ^^ Don't believe me? Go heaven and ask God! =x haha. He is a BUT God! He says But to the negative! yay~ People say that you are ugly... Then God will tell you.. Your the prettiest to Me!!! ^^ Haha. So sweet right? =x Moreover your the apple...APPLE of His eyes! No one can truly compare with you! He treats you as the most important to Him... Why? Simply cause He loves you that much and wishes you the best all the time! And He made you wonderfully. He is never a God of "oops!" LOL. And God? His ways are higher than your thoughts and people's thoughts. So what does that mean you say? It means that What He thinks is MUCH MUCH MUCH more than what others think about you! x)
He is a can do God! When you say its impossible...God will tell you to turn to the heavenlies and say... ALL is POSSIBLE through Him who STRENGTHENS you!!!!!
So my dear friends out there do not look down on yourself! hahas. You have so many things that God has blessed you with! :D
Hmm...let's see... you are... -PRETTY! everyone pretty~~~ -CUTE!! ^^ So sweet that sweet smile of yours! -TALENTED!!!! Know how to dance...sing...etc! -FUNNY!!! Everyone wants to talk to you~~ -ETC ETC ETC Cannot finish one.
So yeah. And don't compare yourself! OKAY! Yeah~ Girl Girl Hey U-Go-Girl! ^^
Jiayou man! :D
Monday, August 31, 2009, 6:23 AM :
Jingyuan's 101 mistakes writes:
This few weeks... I've been through my own examination this past few weeks It was not definitely a pleasant trip.. Let's say I was onto a tough-rough trip that literally punched myself ALOT of times!
Well... Here are the bad things about jing yuan! PS: PLEASE NEVER EVER to learn from me!
Jing yuan always..... -procrastinates! -always dazes....when thinking. -sometimes slow....as i was dwelling in my thoughts. -occasionally ignores....as she is blur... X.X -likes to take things at my own pace. pushing me hard will kill me...=x -doesn't know how to prioritize her time. She wants to do what she want to NOW. (note: this is my reason for not prioritizing... not for any defiance sake...ok?)
And today, (as well as many other days) I finally realised that jing yuan is someone easily judged from the outside.
Oh yeah wait, I know that I am not the most charismatic. Not the most nicest. Not the most kindest. Not the most spiritual. Neither am I so easily acceptable. Neither am I very pretty.
But I do know that I am who I am. You may think I am the weirdest in this world and finds me weird etc.... It may hurt me like crazy to know it, but yet I still chose not to care what you think about me. I am totally imperfect but I did my best to honour you. And you have dishonoured me. I am easily hurt but such things and yes, you have hurt me deeply. I felt totally thrown away by you. I feel totally useless in every effort I made. I am never the best to begin with and the best is not what this is all about. But all you have ever seek is the best....And all you will miss is me.
Jing yuan is easily hated by people...... But never... have I expected that you are one of them.....
But I choose not to be angry even though I am angered.
If this is what you want, then that jingyuan you think she is will always be that jing yuan. And I? What can I do? But only to learn and try my best to change. I may be the most detestable things you have ever met but that does not matter...even if it is to me. Because I still have to stand up, learn and become a better person.
I am despised but still can be strong.
If this useless and not-much-worth jing yuan can do it. Those very pretty girls in my CG confirm can do 10times more than me. So do not say your useless anymore. For you are saying me as a much more worthless being.
And you... You're someone important to my life. Some of you are not as much. But most are.... Hurting but I still will forgive you... I will try to.....
Haha. okays thanks for reading my letter of complaints with very cheem sentence structures! :D Please do not get negative after reading this! Cause seriously, your much better than who you think you really are! So yeah STOP thinking that you are useless~ (for me is really i bo bian also will feel like that one. haha) YEAH OKAY ESPECIALLY TO PEOPLE LIKE: Sunthari, Adeline ,Zoe etc etc... okays ciao~
Sunday, August 2, 2009, 7:00 AM :
and the korean craze continues......=x writes:
Lastly before I stop all the Korean craze... I am going to display my favourites of Korean pop stars!!! YIPEE FOR ME~~~ =x
Let's see....
This is Park Bom from 2NE1, she's my fav cuz she's really VERY talented in singing! I don't care she did plastics or not.... :D
Ahhhh... He's my favourite guy korean star. Well which is same as many other girls out there.... =x He also got plastic...aiya who cares. =x Oh i admire him cuz he can sing well and act cool very well also! xD Zoe and Adeline admire him too!
Oh my tian....the picture is so small... >.< This is Key! He is the type of person which I really would want to see in my real life! Erm, not for any particular "special" reasons. Just find him very interesting and cool, and its not very nice to miss out on someone like that! :)
HEY! it's Yoona! she's very talented! Yet a very natural person, won't act cute or whatever!(though this picture looks like she is...) I really admire her for her humility and even though she's so well received and all... yeah, cool right? :D
And i really love her! it's Tae Yeon! She sings suppeeerrrrrr wellll!!! :D She is the leader of SNSD! Though not as well receive as Yoona and not as natural as her... but I really like her character and all...VERY admire her haha :)
Rawr enough about me already! What about my dear sun sun's fave? :D :D :D
Everyone and everybody knows that sun sun admires top like siao! haha. Still remeber ur craze lols! anyway He IS cool! Btw thanks to sunthari, many other girls also like T.O.P.! xD (like our dear sheryl!)
Hey sun don't you think Yoo Bin looks super good in this photo? How I wished she had her long hair back, hor?!?! >.< And yeah the lovable rapper of Wonder Girls is one of the best female rappers you and I had ever heard of! :D
Haha Sunthari just loves her dance moves! And yeah, I should say her dance is really good! But hey, Sunthari I'm sure you can reach that level and even HIGHER! ;D
Oh yes, it's jonghyun! Is this picture ah beng enough for you,eh? :D
And thy Nichkhun! haha. The half that sun sun took notice of!
wahaha I hope you liked this sun sun! This is a mini tribute to the dear you~ :D
What about you? What is your favourite korean idol? Feel free to tag to me about it if you want! :D :D
More random pics...but this time round its the whole band together! The compilation of my favourite bands! :D
SHINING SHINEEE~~~
Syo Neo Shi Dae, Girl's Generation!
Dong Bang Shing Ki! Hero is always in the middle..... LOL
2NE1! Love their style.
My favourite of favourites!---------> Wondergirls + Big bang! :D
Haha yeah I know, alot of Korean stuff! This shall be the last of it all! I hope you all enjoy looking at thy pics yeah~ I wish those people going to have prelims to really jiayou! and do your best! don't give up okies!!! :D
Thanks for spending your time looking at my blog!!! :D And of course, you didn't waste your time! xD CIAO CIAO~~~
. . . . . . . . . . . Long post... yeah.... But I still can't leave without saying this...
I hope you do remember.... That girl...staring out of that small window in the pitch dark room... But I'm sure it's going to be different this time round...
This time round that girl will no longer be in that cage...no longer in that room...no longer behind that door. This time round that girl who keeps looking at others from that small window...from that large door...will longer be looking at them. She is no longer away from them in a cage. But she is now with the rest whom she wished so hard to be with. And now what she had been through hasn't been wasted. She is going to be part of them, never leaving them, and also the leader of them. She no longer needs to hide in the shadow for there is light for her to run with. She is no longer afraid of the past and challenges ahead for God i forever with her! God will set you free! So don't be afraid or hesitate anymore for the future before is very bright, brighter than the sun! Don't give up! For what really matters is the end. I'm sure you will be able to finish that race victoriously! Trust God and your path shall be bright! :D Take care and I'm longing for that day which you will break free from all that you have been binded with.
JIAYOU!!!!!
Friday, July 24, 2009, 5:56 AM :
Laugh out louds i've seen!!! writes:
Hey hey~~~ Getting busy with my stuff...so didn't update... heh heh.. BY THE WAY! ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR EXAMS!!! Cause studies important!!! and you know what!!! I'm very stretched (not really stressed) by studies!! MY TIAN!!! ITS O LVLS!!!!!! Oh btw, those O level ppl out there must........ ~~~~~PRESSSSSSSSS OOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNN~~~! xD
Okay today I am going to show some really entertaining and interesting videos regarding.... erm *ahem*... Korean stuff again!
First! This is the Famous Amos MAGIC DANCE by SHINee~~~ Why is it magic dance u ask? Well, SHINee's dance to their debut song, Noona is so pretty [replay], is so magical that it can suit many songs,as in MANY! So the Koreans named it the Magic dance~~~! Cool, huh!! x) Okay, so this song is U-Go-Girl by Hyori Lee the neppo noona! It's very well synced...so check it out! :D
Pink pants- JongHyun (sun's fav! Main vocalist and looks oldest....but not...)
Green pants- Onew/ Lee JinKi (leader, got the nick name because he have the same name as an actor...)
Blue pants- TaeMin (same age as me n my friends!!! younger than me by a few days >.> and main dancer of group!)
White jacket- MinHo (same name diff surname from gu jun pyo lol. rapper of group~)
yellow jacket- Key/ Kim KiBum (got the nickname because of the guy from super junior..xD my fav! :D)
You can go youtube and check out other songs which can fit into this dance! Even DBSK (or TVXQ or etc etc...) song, mirotic can suit this one! GO GO GO! Go check it out~~~ x)
Next its...... The Boy's Generation!!! xD Oh my tian... where is girl's generation...how come suddenly they turn into guys?! Well, don't be curious, JUST WATCH! x)
Hahaha... Luckily NOT turned into guys...I want Syo Neo Shi Dae!! haha!! I hope the gayness didn't freak you out! And Key is featured here too incase you didn't notice... It's the pink pants guy! And that last girl who did solo for SNSD is Taeyeon! YAY Taeyeon..... hahas. hmm...let me try to intro some of them to you!
See that first funny plump guy? haha! His from Super junior! funny isn't he? that second guy with yellow pants very gay...i think his from 2pm if i'm not wrong! That third one with blue pants if from SJ also... (i just realised i donno their names.... x.x) Then that hot pink pants guy looked like Jewelry,right sunthari? =x his name is JaeBoom of 2pm! Orange pants is from 2pm! i dunno who is beige pants haha. purple pants is Nickhun from 2pm! Green pants guy looks cool but i dunno him... x.x then light pink pants is key!!! x)
And Last but not least!!! Okay... You really gotta forgive me sunthari... because...the next video is in chinese!!! >.< so paiseh paiseh!!! But anyway...it's highly recommended to watch...u CONFIRM CONFIRM CONFIRM will laugh till crazy one!!! xDDD
Oh no! it's been exposed!!! >.< So we'll all say... SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY~~~~~~ xDDDD I hope you have laughed till siao on this one! x)
So yeah~~ That's all for the hiiiiilarious videos! I hope you guys like the vids.... and it looks like i am more korean crazy liao.... hahas thanks for reading my blog.. I will try my best to read yours too! Take care~~~ :D
Hey hey im back!!! With additional Korean song craze!!!! yay~~~ x))) hahaha! Here to introduce you all to some videos featuring Korean stars. LOL. It's very good you know,these people!
Look at this video by TVXQ. Very famous boy band in South Korea and Japan. (ok, why am I introducing them for....???) It's Mirotic dance version! Oh my ten...I hope sun sun won't be mad at me for this.. >.<
wahhhhh.... me very disappointed.... Hero didn't dance in the middle...hai~~~ disappointed!!! T_T Rawr I really like their songs lah... but I think they very act cool lor.... Big Bang still better lah, hor sunthari?xD Oh, you notice that boyish looking guy? His called Changmin with the stage name Max and i tell you what, he can really.... SCREAMMMM!!!!!!!!! RAWRRRRRRRRRRRR......
And this is SHINee. Who sang "replay" and the song got stuck in my head!!! AH!!!! Anyway, they sang TVXQ's mirotic and they blew me off!! They sound alot like them! O_O Sun sun must check this out okay!!
I am super impressed! I kept watching the video lor...=x Didn't know Shinee could sing this well. And they are around my age...one of them is AT MY AGE!!! I was like WHAT!!! SO LUCKYyyyyyyyy!!!!! >.< I suddenly want go Korea liao! xDDD
Next I realli got to show the upcoming craze in Singapore. Which is Gee by SNSD!
SOOOOOOOoooooooo Cute, right! xD I really realli admire Taeyeon. Her voice is like....WAAAAAAHHHHH!!!! x) And I think Yoona and Tiffany are good too! :D The dance is very coordinated which made people want to dance with them! Gee Gee Gee Gee Gee~~~~~ hahas. It caught the eyes of my dear third brother. And as well as my classmates~~~~ ^^
Well, they are all from SM entertainment. Adeline's favourite entertainment company in South Korea!!! WOOHHOOOO!! (ok, i'm crazy!) But I tell you my favourite is still our very own... BIG BANG! WONDERGIRLS! Nobody nobody can beat you guys~
xDDDD
Oh btw! Thanks alot to Kai Mei and Yu Xuan both cute and chio people that made my birthday wonderful and happy~~~~!!!! I really appreciate the Sakae Sushi... Even thought its like three weeks already haha. Also must thank SUNTHARI!!! Cause she's my best friend that is always there for me! :D Hey pretty sunshine~ I know you can do it!!! YEAH! YOU CAN STEP OUT OF THE CONFORT ZONE!!! YOU CAN REACH OUT! YOU CAN DO MUCH GREATER THINGS!!!! YAY~~~~~~ xD :D I wish you very best for your studies okays!!! Oh, and I must thank the rest of you guys from my school or w406 who wished me happy birthday~! Thought small but still in my heart...hahas! Very blessed by you guys so...REALLY BIG THANK YOUs TO YOU ALL!!! Some of which I really appreciate are such as... Joan! Who called me 2 wish me...VERY sweet right she!! x) Wan Yi! Who called and sang bday song...SO CUTE LAH! xD And the people who tagged at my blog to wish me!! It's kind of you guys! :D
Okay, so Korean songs keep getting stuck on my head. For example.. MIROTIC~~~` *I got youu~~~~ under my skin!* xD I DON'T CARE~~~! Eh Eh Eh Eh Eh!!!! Noona~~ you're so so so so pretty~ Replay! (that song that annoyed me like siao. xD ) A.Mi.Go. Nobody ( that song which remind me of...NO-ah~~~~)
Another one is called Gara Gara Go! By my fav.. BIG BANG!!!! x))) It is very hippie... yeah! x)
ENJOY~!!! hahas. I hope you have fun looking at these Korean vids hahas. :) Take care... And don't forget to... JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!! xD
Wednesday, June 10, 2009, 9:50 AM :
INSPIRE YOUTH CAMP! writes:
HEY INSPIRE FAITH YOUTH CAMP IS SUPER GOOD.
But today i am blogging not about the event itself but about certain things that has happened. I am SUPER SUPER SUPER SORRY to alot of ppl... >.< VERY SORRY!!!! (you confirm know who you are de.)
I also want to say that... No matter how hard it is... try ur very best to step out of that things u are afraid of.. as I am trying my very best too.
And the camp was super fun!
But many things happened. Very heartache. Yet I cannot be emo.
Cause later Wei Ren scold me! xD (Actually he won't even scold....)
hahas... Felt really bad 2 u people today so yeah...
EITHER WAY ENJOY UR TIME GUYS IN UR HOLIDAYS!
Haha. Kai Mei, I saw u typing that u missed me. thanks so much kai mei! i really missed u also!!!!! LOVES!!! CHEER UP OKAY!!!
Ciao~
disclaimer:
"Mado no soto no keshiki
Utsuri kawatte
Kisetsu made ga atashi wo oiteku
Dare yori chikaku ni ite
Fuan no tame ni
Doushite ano toki kizukenakatta
Anata no sugata ga mienaku naru mae ni
Tatta no tatta hitokoto
Ikanaide ga ienakatta
Anata ga shiawase nara sore de
Ii nante zettai ni ienai
Nejima ga ata konna kokoro ga
Doushiyou wo mo nai kurai
Atashi wa kirai"
dangoer:
i am: your worst nightmare. status: destroying the earth
rated #1 in the top 10 most deadly animal species.
My name is apple, and I'm red. I'm also orange, and I'm orange. I can also be called lemon, and I'm yellow. I'm also grass! Which is (obviously) green. Ditto.
I can be called pie by some of my alien friends from Jupiter and Mars. We like eating chocolate chip brownies and because they're browny and chocolatey and the brownie likes pie. And everyone knows that pie shall conquer the world.
This profile inspiration is given by Xero-sama, who owns a very cute tako that I like to squish a lot. Me and my friends hail from Earth, we live together in a mushroom house and eat american indian paos for breakfast. North South East West.(will be changed soon.meanwhile, just laugh at it!! xD)
